Showing posts with label *not over it as i think i am*. Show all posts
Showing posts with label *not over it as i think i am*. Show all posts

Tuesday, 23 June 2009

Love hurts..but why do we keep on loving?


~~Would you sacrifice your love for the sake of your pride and vice versa?~~

Seriously..bazaar are making me spent more money than ever...Cause i kept stopping by at the hotdog shop...And buying 2-3 hotdogs...just for me..ALONE...cause i have this problem of not sharing my favourite food with other people...haha:p and my mum are getting fed-up....Bazaar are my mortal enemy cause it make me spend money...It is like "and i hate how much i love you" haha:p it suits totally...
Will be going for TB injection either on thursday or saturday...will be praying that i am tested negative...along with my friends....
Nowadays i am craving on going to the beach with my friends and watching the sunsets...though it hurts...if you know what i mean...I like to watch sunset because of him and i will cry everytime i see a sun sets...But i got to move on right?Who agree raise up your hand...cause i need your support right now...hehes....
I just realised that i have not been doing evaluation on myself...damn!!!i'm scared that it will affect my daily grades...Seriously..I am suffering from stm nowadays...
Mum will be going to jb this friday with my aunties to buy kain for hari raya....am confused on what design i should have this year..cause i am tired of baju kurung and kebaye...hmmm....And i want to follow my aunt to go to sentosa this thursday!!!!!!hmmmphh...i want to skip school can?haha:p
And my small siblings are irritating me these days...Haiyyyooo....
Kay.I'm done...Love songs/story with yazzz.....:)

Love hurts...but why do we keep on loving?

~~This love is killing me~~

Monday, 22 June 2009

......It hurts when i think it doesn't hurts....




♥my bear2:)♥

~~It's weird...you know the end of something great is coming, but you want to hold on, just for one more second...just so it can hurt a little more~~

Haiyoo...i don't know why but i feel like i am a being a witch..a bad bad witch..And the thought is haunting me every hour of a day and every minute of a second....haha:p That's why i want to run away to a better place and never return back....
Life is so stressful nowadays and i feel like 24 hours a day and 7 days a week ain't enough for me...It is super hectic..No wonder singapore youth is the most busiet in southeast asia...We are trying to fit everything in just one day so we can accomplish many things...I want to live in kampong can?and be a kampong girl...will be stress free the entire time...like my cousins in jb and malacca...envy them much....
Anyway bump into mimi...i called her kak mimi though we are of the same age...MIMI!!!I EFFING MISS YOU LOTS!!!!*grins widely* and thanks for informing me about THAT information....trust me..i'm getting a headache because of it....and you look sweeter and prettier by the day.....*HUGS*
Our school have 2 confirmed cases of H1N1 and i am freak out...Feel like crying and laughing and i donnoe why...i am so weird...everytime when i am stress,i will laugh AND cry...so weird...hmmm.....And singapore already had 146 confirmed cases of the flu...it spread like wildfire due to some STUPID & IRRESPONSIBLE GUNDUS who still went around though they just returned from the affected countries and become sick but still go around shopping...It is as if they are doing that purposely though i know they are not...Haiiyoo.....
Korean dramas are corrupting my mind more and more each day..Happy endings=Korean dramas...Haha..but i still love watching them...they are so loved...
And i'm having headache now and occasional coughing...Am scared..Going to inform my mum soon...Having my bear2 here to keep me company while tuning to my favourite station...CLASS 95 ....Love story with yazzz....haha:p 9 pm....a must for me everyday except on weekends...
Kay.I'm done.

~~And the sight of sunset reminds me of you~~


~~Spiteful words can hurt your feelings but silence breaks your heart.~~

I wish i can be like the little girl above...So happy..Nothing to be sad about..Catching butterflies during summer...I want to run away can?To a place where nobody can find me...
Got to 'thank' my mum for mentioning that name again...And she misses that person...How come?But i got to agree to what she got to say...I mean...i can only cling on to hope...And nothing else....I can rely only on my mum and childhood bestfriend to calm me down...I don't know that my mum is good at this kind of stuff....
By the way,a few days ago my uncle called...and he thought that it was my mum cause my voice is the same as hers...I pretend to be my mum(trying to control my laughter throughout the entire convo)and he surprisingly don't know about it which later my mum come and spoiled the situation by screaming...haiiyyoo...and it send me laughing my heads off.....cause it have not happen once or twice...but a lot of times....haha:p but..regrettingly my sis can differentiate between my voice and my mum's...hmmmpphh...:p

~~And she came tumbling down again falling hard,she is lying to herself all this while...~~

This thought has be occupying my mind for a while now.Does it have ever come across ones mind that one day they will be someone influential....