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Monday Blues.Woke up late....Lucky mama went into the room...Or else i would not even have bother to wake up.And my heart beats like no apparent reason.Like something good/bad is going to happen.Overall...today's module just sucks hell lot....More and more vectors.....Wire otak sampai dah berbelit.One of the team members just explain my part on the presentation.Paham jugak aku....Sikit jek.Haiyoo...They should have not put maths on Mondays.....
And Ernest just pierce his tounge.And his was late than usual.Complaining that he can't eat properly.It took him 10 excruciating minutes to eat just a piece of bread.Kesian......I purposely ate cheese prata sausage in front of him.wakaka=p
My mulut is masin afterall.....Zura is having a headache just thinking about it....Mepek nyer og tu.....!!!!and have a good laugh at nadia...kesian dier....Next time warm up dulu....Kan dah sakit....hehe.....
My aunt is coming over this week.Super excited....
Sis kept me irritated with her outing tomorrow at ben& jerry and she will be having holiday wednesday onwards....Just realised how short my breath is getting.....which is a plus point. to sis....Tsk!Tak fair!!!
And IMH.
K dah.
teet....teettt......teettt........
Bye!!=)
*wait!!telor did have an expiry date...hmm..baru tau aku....but it should last long enough..=)*
Te Amo=)
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Birthday party today after zohor....Accompanying mama to her friend's daughter birthday party....Was dreading for Sunday to come...Seems like it was only yesterday that it was Friday......
Keeping myself busy the whole saturday watching keeping up with kardashians youtube videos....Oh my....Kim Kardashian is so the Lawa....Shake your BOOTY girl...hehe=p
And the barney keychain that i had took without permission from my sis have been officially taken back...irritating-Lah.....
Still have not find the perfect bag for school....My 'borrowed' bag has sort of tore even after countless sewing....Wanted to buy a dickies bag...but am considering a 'beg tepi' like zura...but only i want it brown in colour with a sort of leather texture......
I hope there will be no more emotional breakdown like yesterday morning....Was doing my RJ sambil ngok tv....saw somebody cry and after that, i saw myself crying for no apparent reason....Org tua2 selalu ckp....klau ketawa byk sgt nanti nanges.....I guess it's true....Cause it happens everytime....sampai takot nak ketawa byk2 kekdg......
I smell something familiar from a far....hehe....=)
teet....teettt......teettt........
K dah.Bye!!=)
Te Amo=)
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Bugis was awesome.....Especially the 'sharing' session...miss her truck loads already....Though much of the sharing was done by her....i practically just like to listen and talk when necessary...cause whenever i open my mouth.....memories will start flowing from my mouth which will just spoiled the mood.
Met with Aly while waiting for cuzzie....i was alone...she was alone @ john little....Teman her shopping for eyeshadow and accompany her to rent vcd which set me thinking of renting it myself and having movie marathon......but next time i guess.....
And communication module was fun....i guesss....the facilitator was so formal...same with zura's faci....but his jokes....the class was laughing till we almost wet our pants...serious2 skali a joker jugak...oklah tu....but...RJ,350 words? tak sanggup!!!!!
Bump into luna at the prata sausage stall....cute lah dier.......suker sgt....mcm msn dier nyer pm....polar bear.....hehe=) ingat dier lagik kat aku....syg dier....hehe.....=)
And zura......chey3....hehe...suker dier....malu tapi mahu=) tak yah nak tunggu nxt wk....
currently i have a problem....my ex manager at watson kept sending me mafia wars request!!!!sakit nyer hati....haaiyyooyoo....pening kepaler aku......
I think i'm gonna get killed one day while crossing the road.....Selisih ya ALLAH....Abeh asek leka jek everytime lintas jln....benci...!!!!!
For facebook lyrics of the day:Don't think we're okay just because I'm here, you hurt me bad but I won't shed a tear. -Duffy
wooaah....hmm....
Arsene Wenger is so cute...hehe=p dah tua...tapi maseh hot....tapi one corner jek lah ehk.....
Learn a new word from zura....kaho na pyaar hai!!!!=) thank u ehk zura....syg kau many2....=)
*Yeyeah!!!finally dpt ngar suare chipmunk and kc...=) lagu dangdut on air...meh gelek=)*
i'm pretending again am i?hAiyoyo......Sarang Haeyo=)
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NaDia!!!!!!!!i LoVe yOu!!!!!!=)
Syg kau lagik senang......Tak yah nak stress2....Btol tak?Aku tau kau pon sti agree ngan aku....Scandal aku per.....
Will be going out with cuzzie tom after school to a destination that is still a mystery till now....Any cadangan?Stress dudok rumah.....How abt mount faber ,bugis?
And i can't wait to hear MJ 12 after a few days missing it...rindu sesgt dengar suare kc and chipmunk......
Today engineering was O.k...i think.....the faci caught me msn-ing more than twice....M.a.M.p.O.s....but dier buat bodoh jek....and i do my wksht....So...oklah tukan....
And the last team to present....bEsT=)
My body are freaking weird this few days....asik saket jek....Tiber2 immune system low....Byk sangat pikiran mayb.....Saturday& Sunday...here i come...PaAArrtyYYY!!!=)kay..mcm betol...
.I need a timeout.
*I miss my webcam buddie*
Saper2 nak oreo?
K.
Sarang Haeyo=)
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Being a good girl...Mon-Thu i sleep before 10.10pm and woke @ 6.30am....
I should have done this a long time ago....And the one that changed me to this is my 17 year old cuzzie,who sleeps at 9.30pm.....but weekends...time tido tak akn change...3.30am min....
I'm being music-less this 3 days @school minus tuesday...no earphones lah....need a reminder to buy earphones...and i want those LARGE ones.....
I'm loving my cognitive grp...and not because it is a all guys grp and i'm the only girl....But because they are one bunch of funny people but irritating at the same time....
And i saw someone webcaming across the room...I miss webcaming session.....But the qn is....with who???
And i got B for my maths....Best!!!I like the faci already...Instead of C and D in the previous semester......
There's one thing that makes me semangat to go to school everyday.....Sis knows abt it....Got a rolling eyes from her....I don't care lah ehk.....
Abeh dier cute sgt...Tak tahan...especially biler dier senyum...but it may be just my opinion....Hmm.....
Cuzzie repeatedly says this feeling will fade over time....but when???Plus saying guys don't really meant what they says.....And i'm closing my ears when she says that....I mean..not all guys mcm gitu...certain are...maybe...who knows....
But one thing i know....i'm not opening to anybody for the time being.
And the song tak lekang oleh waktu explains it all......
K dah...Bye!!!
Saranghaeyo=)
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Unbearable i must say.My eyes are sore,my nose are runny,my head are spinning and my neck is painful.No matter what....Tetap kena datang sekolah tomorrow....
UrrGGhh!!!Tkper...3 days left till weekend...
And the flu tablet is making me drowsy......
All the ladies are home are down with flu....and sumer muker setengah mati....LoL...
But still....i drank coke...Cause it is so tempting looking!!!!Carik nahas...i know....But whatever-lah......Biarlah daku menanggung derita....haha=p Ok..mepek....
Skipping that...org paham code in english...how abt i change the code to malay as follows....
A.R.K...paham?hEhe...
Berbual org mabok ni.....
Yesterday....dengar MJ12 pon until 1.30 jek...pas tu pengsan....ngantok semacam....
Story semalam seram2 belaka....and i notice one thing....Cerita hantu dieorg will always...ALWAYS include...."time tu nak gi dapor,tekak terasa haus...sekali nampak lembaga tengah makan sesuatu dgn lahap nyer depan peti sejok...." then...JENG3....suspen2...sound effect pon masok...haiyyo!!! naek boring mendengar nyer.....
But one thing that scares me the most is the sound effect....Psl sound effect tulah takot nak ngar MJ 12....Hmmpphh!!Tapi skrang dh pandai....once sound effect dtg....volume radio is at the lowest....hEhE....
SarangHaeyo...=)
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So,today first day of the 2nd semester was O.K i guess....i can safely say more than half of the class population is mostly guys.70% guys 30 % girls......
Maths module for the first day...How pathetic can it be?
Lucky the facilitator is quite good for the time being.Remember.Time Being.And i hope it last like that till the end of the semester.
He looks so gayish but is married.
And my classmate is like so boring.....I miss my old classmate!!Everyone does.
Beside all that that first day talking...I sprained my neck before going to school.And it is so bad till i cannot lift my head up as it feels so heavy.
Scared to death.Mama massage my neck and give me zam zam water.But...it still hurts..
And thanks to that,i cannot concentrate at class the whole day.And my head is like senget sebelah.
Went to polyclinic.Coincidentally met with my sis's friend with her mum.Bloody hell.
The queue was damn long.
And when i finally met the doctor...the doc asked how did i sprained my neck.
And i told him i was wearing clothes when suddenly my neck nerve twist.
And i saw him writing:Sprained neck while putting on clothes.
So the malu lah ser.
Was given inflammatory painkillers and gastric tablet for donnoe what.
And was advised to put something hot on my neck.
Was given an mc and asked to get a lot of rest.
So not going to school tomorrow=)
Best!!Suker sgt2.....
*putting on a smile was the best that i can do*
Sarang Haeyo=)
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♥Losing my mind.♥

♥Silence♥
I need a hug.I'm losing my mind.
Skipping that..cuzzie's house was a blast.Tell me what happens when u get 4 dirty minded girsl...excluding my sis with a bantal pelok...KekeK setengah mati....!!!!Sampai rolling2 on the floor....I so wanna a sleepover...but only time does not permit...Haiiyyooyoo......
And when the jiwang session start...sumer dah mood sedih...I was caught day-dreaming...2 times in a row....And the one yg paling tangkap mood is usually my cousin and me.My sis pengsan ats katil.=p Like usuaL.
Another raya-ing session coming up.
And school is going to start in less than 48 hours...
Nervous semacam.Already have a date to go to school together with zura...
Break samer2 ok...I'm so gonna miss you and your bekal...HukHuk....
SarangHaeyo=)
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♥understanding♥

♥Silence♥

Have a great day at childhood house....Oh my...it's been ages since we laugh at each other.....
She's like my other half.....She saw me cry,saw me laugh,saw me angry...Pendek kater sumerlah....And i couldn't ask for more...My go to girl....She's like my mum....
Skipping that mama shocked me by showing someone's pic to her kwn2.....Terperanjat aku....ngah ketawa2 at the dining table criter2 with her friends...and suddenly...."Kak...ni saper?" tergamam aku sekejap....and when i do not answer,she go and asked my little siblings which,with their innonce teros sebut namer org tu.....
My friend was asleep by then....mcm nak nanges aku kat situ....While she pass around the phone....heard praises and the maid even thought that someone was campuran...meaning mix of blood....Does he?Hmmm......
Skipping that here are some of the photos...:



♥*mama sab....=)*,me,bakal mak mentua(kay ni bedek=p),the incomplete photo of the 3 family♥
.Sarang Haeyo.
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♥sometimes...friendship is better...sometimes it doesn't♥

♥Nobody can do it like someone does♥


Hati ini masih...but i don't want to lose the friendship.
It's tough..But i know where i stand.
Enough of the above...
Yesterday sis scares me with her ngigau....Suddenly woke up saying 'aper?aper?'repeatedly.....
dah Lah ngah ngar MJ 12....naik bulu roma.....Sumpah mcm org kena sampuk.....chiisssbedebah...laser sungguh.......
And also,mulut aku dah start kumat kamit bacer ayat kursi.....macam nak pengsan pon adr time tu....and its not once...it's like 3 times she ngigau....everytime it happens...mengigil satu badan.....
Tapi lepas tu...kekek sendiri...hua2.....
Feel like sms-ing somebody everytime the ngigau happens......but tak nak kacau org tu.....so kept myself busy chatting with nadia...
Seriously....pelik bebenar budak itu punyer "kwn"....
And i check my class.....Its w34E....Syglah tak samer class...or samer level....But...tkper...still can terserempak.....Got the letter F again lah dier....my favourite letter.....hmm....
Enough talking.
Sis,me and mama is having a flu....
Live and laugh like there's no tomorrow.
SarangHaeyo=)
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♥If i had one wish.i want to be hold again♥

♥Nobody can do it like someone does♥

When something happens do we blame fate or our own doing?
Must we follow our instinct in everything that we do?
Am i the one who refuses to give chances?
But i just can't......
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