♥one and one only♥

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

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Yang dicari; walau bukan putera raja, biarlah putera agama.
Yang diimpi, biarlah tak punya rupa, asal sedap dipandang mata.
Yang dinilai, bukan sempurna sifat jasmani, asalkan sihat rohani dan hati.
Yang diharap, bukan jihad pada semangat, asal perjuangannya ada matlamat.
Yang datang, tak perlu rijal yang gemilang, kerana diri ini serikandi dengan silam yang kelam. Yang dinanti, bukan lamaran dengan permata, cukuplah akad dan janji setia.
Dan yg akan terjadi, andai tak sama dgn kehendak hati, insyaAllah ku redha ketetapan Ilahi.

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That is all i ask from you.It's not wealth that i search in you,but religion and the pureness of your heart and behaviour to accept me as who i am in regardless state i am in.
I love you.
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Sekian...

.Diakhiri dengan

*assalamualaikum* 

I love you :D
♥

♥baby love♥

                               .Bismillahirahmanirahim.

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Sesiapa yang berkahwin, sesungguhnya ia telah menyempurnakan separuh dari agamanya maka bertakwalah ia pada separuh yang lain  
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Hello,halu,alo alo...watemelon...assalamualaikum.

It's Sunday morning going to be 12 soon in about 45 minutes more. 

Ate Mcdonald mc chicken at about 9am and now i'm craving for more food.Comfort food to be exact.Like fried mushroom.When fried mushroom comes to mind,i can be a little bit selfish..Sho the yummy that i want nobody to taste or even touch that fried oyster mushroom of mine except me of course.

Hate myself for being that way.I need to c-h-a-n-g-e.

So,tomorrow will be my last paper.Can't wait to jump for joy..After all those stressful 16 weeks..We all need a timeout before school starts reopening again on the month of April with freshman on their hands.

Been searching for job and studying at the same time.How irritating can it be when all that you saw on the job posting was "we need bilingual talking person".Everything was perfect,until that sentence pop along and it spoils everything.-.-"

On a happier note,had just visit mum's friend who had just given birth 1 month ago to an adorable super cute,super handsome baby boy.

Had great time holding the baby and talking baby language to the baby.Seeing him smile and laugh when i talk was super cute!I feel like there was a need to kidnapped him and bring him home.

And also had great time laughing and munching on the kerepek that mom's other friend had brought along.

Yesterday was a pretty hectic day.

Now did i know how it was to be a teacher to  students who just can't put enough concentration.

My little scandal,danish and his brother seriously test my patience and put my emotions on hold.

Danish was okay.Though playful,he still can concentrate and not play as much as his little brother who was fidgetting every less than 60 seconds and not attempting on any of his homework questions with just saying 'tak paham'.Even when they say they understood,it practically means "i say i  understand because i don't want to study and hear you nag anymore because i want to play."

Anyhow,they are my scandals.And my prefer teaching them than teaching their sisters who constantly talk about their boyfriends, with me and sis ending up confuse on if they are still attached or single and mixing their guy friends names them and simply make them happy by just nodding our head and pretend we understood and are interested in everything that they say when actually we are crying with misery inside.

Besides that,am having this current addiction on watching titanic and doing a thorough research on it since watching the movie on the 14 of Feb.Kate Winslet is so sexy-lah.

And also other than titanic been watching cooking shows non-stop on youtube since i have been craving for pasta and also partly due to wanting to become chubbier like when i was in primary four and below.

Lastly...the most important thing is..I want to wish an advanced good luck to love for his upcoming test on tuesday and presentation on friday.

Ending with the song,

"jangan tunggu lama-lama....nanti lama-lama...dia diambil orang"

Thank you to my dear cousins who posted this.Oh kamu sungguh memahami jiwa raguku ini di pagi ahad ini...:))

with baby Harith Hamsyari Hamsyar..(triple H) :)

with baby lia..:)

act tembam,tapi konon dah menjadi..shot 2.

act tembam,tapi tak menjadi..shot 1.

mari kita senyum:)

muke kakak-kakak gitu kan...-.-

muke stepping..mintak kena penampar.

Sekian...Diakhiri dengan

*assalamualaikum* 

I love you :D

♥

♥bookworm-ing♥

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

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Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking outward together in the same direction.  ~Antoine de Saint-

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Today is love first day...Am so happy for him...And as i am typing these away,i'm munching on these tidbit crackers that the teacher had given each and every one us... None of the team members was here yet with the two of them just left for late lunch.Am bored dead,so decided to blog.
Well,woke him up at 6.20 am but with failed response.So decided to call him again at 6.30.and yet again,no answer,with me ending up anxiously msg-ing him and waiting him for his response before deciding to call him again if i get no response after 5 mins,which eventually he did.
Oh,i so want to pinch his nose...Hope he have a great day ahead at work.
So for my current addiction,am stuck at reading this book entitled "eat,pray,love" that love had bought for me.
Oh my.It has been so long since i last touch a book and actually reading it without abandoning it and forget all about the book.Am foreseeing myself being a bookworm again since school is coming to an end in a few days time.Am very the happy,but worried at the same time since not much preparation had been done yet for the the upcoming test.
A large burden have been lift of me.Have deleted all the mails in both my hotmail account and blaming myself for creating and using two emails that will just make my life troublesome.It is all due to the first email account that sounds kidd-ish and not appropriate for my use at this age.And it contradicts my personality...
Lastly,can't stop playing this "angry bird" game ever since it was introduce to me on love Iphone application.
Sekian... 
 Diakhiri dengan

*assalamualaikum* 

I love you :D

♥

With the book...Once again,thank you so much!:D

♥lets smile alright♥

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

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Beri hati mu hanya untuk Allah, pasti Allah temukan pada mu pemilik yang terbaik. Hamparkan masa mu seluasnya hanya untuk Allah, pasti Allah aturkan kehidupan mu dengan baik. 

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Wanting to blog,but just no idea what to blog.There's a lot to be written.But words are just not good enough in expressing those feelings,those emotions.

All that i know is somehow,deep down i know this is going to happen.Only i am just good at ignoring it and pushing it aside.Now that it happens,i don't know how to feel and react.

I know its for the better.

You know when the heart refuses to do something that you should.

This alone doesn't explain about how i feel.

You know,how you want to help somebody badly but you couldn't cause you yourself have yourself to be taken care of.

You know you want to tell and share to your friends about it,but with the fear they will misunderstood you and urge you to just move on cause the guy is not worth.

Sometimes family members too..you tell them your story and they,like your friends will judge the guy badly cause he broke your heart and he is not worth and you deserve someone better.

In the end,you gave up.You stop telling them your problems.You keep to yourself.

In the end.Now.I think god has its way,has his own plans.Maybe this are for the better.

I cannot deny that i am sad.I am heartbroken.I feel cheated of my feelings.And i am here not to blame anyone.But,I am okay,i learn to love God in the process.I learn that in order to love somebody,you must love him because of God.And if it doesn't turn out the way you want you will not do foolish things that sometimes people do.It's hard to explain.

But if you are reading this...

I am perfectly okay.I totally respect your decision.No worries.:)

You know this heart still loves you no matter what.Yes i know people may change.I may change.But never once will i forget the love that i had for you...
Sekian... 
 Diakhiri dengan

*assalamualaikum* 

I love you :D

♥