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I'm in loved with the guy whose name starts with the letter H and ends with letter Q.

Emotional roller coaster is what i'm having this week.
Skejap ketawa...skejap nanges...It's depressing lah.....But i know i always have my friends to cheer  me up.....walaupon sekejap but....it make me happy.....
Aniwaes...On a happy note...school have been fun....Especially on Thursday.....
Tong sampah day!!!!=) hehe......it also means photo taking day.....best!!!despite the stress.....potong saner sini....LoL=p
UT 1 is just around the corner...blom blajar...haiissh.......especially physics and maths....sian leh.....susah dier mintak ampon......
And i bump into my ex maths faci....Still adorable as ever.....=)
Below are some of the pictures taken:

Officially....in need of a holiday...i can't stop thinking of him.

K dah.

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Sunday.And i'm at home.Hari ni macam mls nak gi maner2....So just lepak at home watch tv and play com.

Sis went out with her friends to sun plaza...and sab and her friend went to study since tom is the start of their 'o' level....So the nervous for her....Already have plan on what to do after her 'o' levels...hehe=p

And i'm counting the days till my birthday....3 more weeks and i'm 18!!!=) Bestie already have a present in mind....And it's pink....Best!!! =) Plus it will be 1 more mth till nadia's coming over from Aussie....Tak sabar!!!hehe=p Gym,movie session......Haha=p Here we come......

Practising on playing bejeweled....And i'm getting the hang of playing Left 4 Dead.....and adding on my list is restaurant city......

Next wk will be study period....Preparing for UT 1.....
And just found that my kakak sedare is chosen to represent her hotel-Shang-ri La at a competition for the best customer service worker among the other hotel......And the prizes include studying overseas for free....
Wishing her luck....=)And she just went for a scanning....A girl!!!!....Looks like syakira is getting a baby sister....Mesti lawar& cute mcm kakak dier.....Heee....=)

As if this could get any better.I'm in need of a holiday.My mind is in a mess.

K dah.

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It's Friday!!!It's Friday....Hari yg paling aku gemari...Chey.....=)
Today's lesson was ok...Nothing interesting except that the faci kept saying Ya Allah....and he is a Buddhist...but he actually don't believe in religion..BUT he is NOT a Free Thinker...Pening aku dibuat nyer......
And the coat yg dier pakai....tak panas ker...Lemas tengok...And he didn't wear a tie today....
To keep my day unboring...fill my head with korean songs....Bagos lah tu....First korean dramas..then korean songs....lepas tu?hmmm....Currently my fav korean band have been Wondergirls....even blajar cmnr dieorg joget....Heeee....=p and also FT Island....Lead singer dier handsome!!!!hehe=)

Just found out that my cuzzie saket....Ouuh...So the trip will have to be cancel....Hope Shakeela besok free...klau tak...haaissh...sorang lah nmpk nyer.....
My new found hobby is now playing Left 4 Dead...gerek per maen tembak2....Dpt lepaskan geram....=p

And just found out that UT 1 is around the corner.....Cepat tu....Baru bukak skolah...Dah test....Haaiisshh....

To my friends yg retaking 'O' levels...Gd luck to you....The same goes to my cuzzie....=)

Take care and rest well cuzzie....and to my new friend....Dudoklah rumah klau blom baek btol....And hirup sop byk2....=p Enjoy ur weekends!!!!

K dah.

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Wednesday it is.Today's faci teringatkan aku dkt spongeBoB china version....hehe=p

And tk sanggup utk tunggu for Thursday...May be playing peek-a-boo tom.....

Sunset at Chinese Garden this Saturday with cuzzie...Though i prefer going alone sometimes....Just nak settle things out with my ownself......

Nothing interesting happen today at school,though i bump into this hot guy yg selalu naek at this bus-stop after mine....Cute kaper....hehe=p

And suddenly school is full of uniform school kids...makanan berselerak maner2...and those sunkiss..what drinks they were look so tentalizing....mcm nk ambek sikit jek....

As usual,end the day with zura and aisha....They were the bombz....adr jek story....Heee...=)

And the ABC game today....Zura tau jek aper aku nk sebot when i got the letter H.Oh mak kau H ehk....LoL=p

HIJK....guess what it means and tell me....=)

.Somebody just make my day.

K dah.

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Its Tuesday!!!=) 3  more days to go till weekend.....

Today was awesommeeesss........I don't knw why...but i'm super hyper.....Kat rumah terpekik terlolong....

School was BesT minus the lesson..I'm starting to love Love my new class....

After school as usual....at zura class....For the first time her class finishes first....hehe=p

Do RJ, talk2,karaok and take pictures till 5.20......

Here are the pictures:

 

.They just make my day. 
adek.budak.comot.hehe=) (inside joke)

K dah.

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I should not have come to school.I should NOT have come to school....I SHOULD NOT HAVE COME TO SCHOOL!!!!tak paham lah....Ngantok lagik...And i just can't focus on today's lesson...
Asek teringat2 jek psl smalam...I should have stayed till 7 o'clock at aldmiralty park and watch the sky turn orange-pinkish....and watch the sun sets beyond the horizon.....Ambek gmbr...Urrghh!!!!Tkper2....this weekend bleh.....
About today....I should have not opened my bloody mouth and tell mama abt polytechnic students not having holiday....and tadi bgn lmbt....I should have just buat bodoh and continue sleeping.....
Haaiisshh....If not i can already imagine myself ngah mkn lontong dgn baju pink panther....Geram aku......

K dah.
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What a sunday...Stuck at home with practically nothing to do but stare at the computer screen,listen to the radio,watch tv..and walk ard the house aimlessly....

So,abt 3 plus inform mama last minute that i will be going out to borrowed some books.

And so after watching spiderwick,siap2 and head to the library alone...do some fast browsing of books...grabbing my all time favourite author and head to Aldmiralty Park at RP...buying myself a drink before finding a perfect spot/bench to read.Msg-ed mum that i will be arriving home late....with the intention of seeing a sunset....But before 6.30 i was gone....I wish it was Saturday....And watching those people cycling makes me want to follow suit.

And there goes my Sunday.......

Planning to go out with cuzzie next Saturday....So ya...hopefully jadilah the outing....I'm stress just looking at the same four walls everyday and lawan suara with my adek kecik....

So,saper2 boring on weekends just beep me.....=)
K dah.
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Cuzzie expectedly beeps me for advice cause she is in a big mess...And i was super worried...Cause her voice was like crying....turn out that she was having sore throat and was on the verge of tears.....After hours of talking we hung up on a happy note...Sometimes the telling the truth is the best....And i hope everything turns out ok......

Went to sis friend open house in the afternoon...Only the 2 of us...Boy did someone was unexpectedly waiting for her at her friend house.....
But..we arrive a little late...tapi tkper....on the way there bump into the guy who admire her since secondary school with his kwn2....Malu2 lah tu konon.... ..Menyampah tengok...LoL...=p
Pictures for the day:

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SuPer big shoutOut to A'liah aka Aly....HaPPy 18th bdae!!!!may happiness be with you always....=)you are much loved....♥♥♥
 
Today was supposed to be a good day...but the cramps that i am having are practically killing me....So i decide to go home before it starts to strike.....and hell was i right...Sampai rumah teros....Mcm nak terberanak gitu saket dier......So my plan to met Sabrina at her house was canceled.....
Panadol didn't work for me....Nor sleeping....I can't sleep.So today was going to be a sleepless night i supposed....
But takper...MJ12 adr....Saper2 nk teman aku dengar MJ 12 dipersilakan....webcam session maybe?
I miss webcaming with Aly....the part where we dance like one hell of a crazy girl dancing to Lady Gaga songs...should do it sometimes one day.....Besides her.....Hmmm...i have to say....i miss webcaming with this Org jugak....sekali tu tertidur...hehe...cute...=)
Next Monday will not be holiday-ing.....Boring betol...budak sekolah laen cuti....kiteorg sekolah....Haiyoyoyo.....
Finally found someone with the same birthday as me....at last....And cuzzie 7th bdae just past a few days ago...and she want a pony bag......maner nak carik...hmmm.....
Plus..today communication was the Boombz....gerek per vocal training pagi2 hari....Best!!!but unfortunately blk cepat....i just love his humour......
*Somebody just make me smile=)*

K dah.Got to upload hari raya photos at mama facebook....
teet....teettt......teettt........
Bye!!=)
Te Amo=)
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Overall today was a fun day...Mostly because of the share of laugh that i had with my beloved friends....Zura and aishah...Especially zura....Hell!!did she make me laugh all day...With her karaok-ing when everybody's gone....She just makes my stress level go down.....And her laugh....Sumpah macam the laugh emoticon at msn.......=)
And today for 1 st meeting ate this hor fun ayam.....Tak sedap!!!But i just sumbat2 sampai nak termuntah......
And i think SOMEBODY did mention about the tak sedap-ness of the food......For 2nd break mkn cheese prata sausage as usual...Ernest was like"i know you will buy those prata sausage"....haha=p what to do...my favourite.....And i have this random crush which i know will only last for a second......
Oh my...zura was so fortunate to be in to have Chris Woo as her class mentor!!!!Her class mentor just gave a good grade for my daily grade...Plus he is best giler....shitt ah...when i was thinking he might have the chance of being my class mentor....my hopes are dashed...Tskk...=p
My memory are getting bad lately....On certain days and certain time....chey..ader timing lah sei.....
My tweets just can't be publish on this asshole blogskin...geram aku....
She just snap my photo when i was leka-ing...Naseb memory full....hehehe.....
And mama's friend cik ana is coming over....Ngah geram ngan anak dier ni....sejak biler aku admire abg dier ntah.....Kena dier......
Will be going to sabrina crib tomorrow....Luckily she tak merajok....Was so worried....I hope she just do her best for her 'O' levels.....
Gd luck to those who are taking 'O' levels nxt wk.....

Besok tidor lambat!!!!!!=) MJ 12....best!!!!! After 4 hari tak ngar...terseksa jiwa raga....Kay..ni bedek.....

K dah.
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Te Amo=)
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M1 will be launching IPhone by next year!!!!!=) Best!!!
I hate being an only girl in a grp...It is so irritating sometimes.They talk mostly about IPhone ,psp and inserting Sex in between the whole day.Penat telinga mendengar nyer.....
And so..i start today with a bad start.Accidentally hit my head which cause it to bleeds and it left an ugly mark at my head which is luckily hidden by my scarf..Adoii.....
Have cramps every few hours...sometimes minutes...mcm nak beranak gitu....Muker pon naek cramp sepanjang hari......And am having PMS lately....Cepat penat...Ngantok tak tentu psl....dah sah nah lah tu....End of this week...if not...nxt week.....
The facilitator just practically sucks...I just hate tue&wed faci....Bagos lah tu...satu swimming coach..satu physcologist.....
Can't wait for zura composition about her day today....suker sgt2.....hiNdustan haY!!LoL....wakakaka=p
Nadia....Take time to pikir baek2 kays....furthermore its dangerous-lah....
Change blogskin....cantik tak?hehe=p Editing of blog is basically what i do the whole day during school.
Certain laki2 klau smile sungguh the manis......Zura should know why...hehe=)
K dah.
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Monday Blues.Woke up late....Lucky mama went into the room...Or else i would not even have bother to wake up.And my heart beats like no apparent reason.Like something good/bad is going to happen.Overall...today's module just sucks hell lot....More and more vectors.....Wire otak sampai dah berbelit.One of the team members just explain my part on the presentation.Paham jugak aku....Sikit jek.Haiyoo...They should have not put maths on Mondays.....
And Ernest just pierce his tounge.And his was late than usual.Complaining that he can't eat properly.It took him 10 excruciating minutes to eat just a piece of bread.Kesian......I purposely ate cheese prata sausage in front of him.wakaka=p
My mulut is masin afterall.....Zura is having a headache just thinking about it....Mepek nyer og tu.....!!!!and have a good laugh at nadia...kesian dier....Next time warm up dulu....Kan dah sakit....hehe.....
My aunt is coming over this week.Super excited....
Sis kept me irritated with her outing tomorrow at ben& jerry and she will be having holiday wednesday onwards....Just realised how short my breath is getting.....which is a plus point. to sis....Tsk!Tak fair!!!
And IMH.
K dah.
teet....teettt......teettt........
Bye!!=)
*wait!!telor did have an expiry date...hmm..baru tau aku....but it should last long enough..=)*
Te Amo=)
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Birthday party today after zohor....Accompanying mama to her friend's daughter birthday party....Was dreading for Sunday to come...Seems like it was only yesterday that it was Friday......
Keeping myself busy the whole saturday watching keeping up with kardashians youtube videos....Oh my....Kim Kardashian is so the Lawa....Shake your BOOTY girl...hehe=p
And the barney keychain that i had took without permission from my sis have been officially taken back...irritating-Lah.....
Still have not find the perfect bag for school....My 'borrowed' bag has sort of tore even after countless sewing....Wanted to buy a dickies bag...but am considering a 'beg tepi' like zura...but only i want it brown in colour with a sort of leather texture......
I hope there will be no more emotional breakdown like yesterday morning....Was doing my RJ sambil ngok tv....saw somebody cry and after that, i saw myself crying for no apparent reason....Org tua2 selalu ckp....klau ketawa byk sgt nanti nanges.....I guess it's true....Cause it happens everytime....sampai takot nak ketawa byk2 kekdg......
I smell something familiar from a far....hehe....=)
teet....teettt......teettt........
K dah.Bye!!=)
Te Amo=)
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Bugis was awesome.....Especially the 'sharing' session...miss her truck loads already....Though much of the sharing was done by her....i practically just like to listen and talk when necessary...cause whenever i open my mouth.....memories will start flowing from my mouth which will just spoiled the mood.
Met with Aly while waiting for cuzzie....i was alone...she was alone @ john little....Teman her shopping for eyeshadow and accompany her to rent vcd which set me thinking of renting it myself and having movie marathon......but next time i guess.....
And communication module was fun....i guesss....the facilitator was so formal...same with zura's faci....but his jokes....the class was laughing till we almost wet our pants...serious2 skali a joker jugak...oklah tu....but...RJ,350 words? tak sanggup!!!!!
Bump into luna at the prata sausage stall....cute lah dier.......suker sgt....mcm msn dier nyer pm....polar bear.....hehe=) ingat dier lagik kat aku....syg dier....hehe.....=)
And zura......chey3....hehe...suker dier....malu tapi mahu=) tak yah nak tunggu nxt wk....
currently i have a problem....my ex manager at watson kept sending me mafia wars request!!!!sakit nyer hati....haaiyyooyoo....pening kepaler aku......
I think i'm gonna get killed one day while crossing the road.....Selisih ya ALLAH....Abeh asek leka jek everytime lintas jln....benci...!!!!!
For facebook lyrics of the day:Don't think we're okay just because I'm here, you hurt me bad but I won't shed a tear. -Duffy
wooaah....hmm....
Arsene Wenger is so cute...hehe=p dah tua...tapi maseh hot....tapi one corner jek lah ehk.....
Learn a new word from zura....kaho na pyaar hai!!!!=) thank u ehk zura....syg kau many2....=)
*Yeyeah!!!finally dpt ngar suare chipmunk and kc...=) lagu dangdut on air...meh gelek=)*
i'm pretending again am i?hAiyoyo......Sarang Haeyo=)
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NaDia!!!!!!!!i LoVe yOu!!!!!!=)
Syg kau lagik senang......Tak yah nak stress2....Btol tak?Aku tau kau pon sti agree ngan aku....Scandal aku per.....
Will be going out with cuzzie tom after school to a destination that is still a mystery till now....Any cadangan?Stress dudok rumah.....How abt mount faber ,bugis?
And i can't wait to hear MJ 12 after a few days missing it...rindu sesgt dengar suare kc and chipmunk......
Today engineering was O.k...i think.....the faci caught me msn-ing more than twice....M.a.M.p.O.s....but dier buat bodoh jek....and i do my wksht....So...oklah tukan....
And the last team to present....bEsT=)
My body are freaking weird this few days....asik saket jek....Tiber2 immune system low....Byk sangat pikiran mayb.....Saturday& Sunday...here i come...PaAArrtyYYY!!!=)kay..mcm betol...
.I need a timeout.
*I miss my webcam buddie*
Saper2 nak oreo?
K.
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Being a good girl...Mon-Thu i sleep before 10.10pm and woke @ 6.30am....
I should have done this a long time ago....And the one that changed me to this is my 17 year old cuzzie,who sleeps at 9.30pm.....but weekends...time tido tak akn change...3.30am min....
I'm being music-less this 3 days @school minus tuesday...no earphones lah....need a reminder to buy earphones...and i want those LARGE ones.....
I'm loving my cognitive grp...and not because it is a all guys grp and i'm the only girl....But because they are one bunch of funny people but irritating at the same time....
And i saw someone webcaming across the room...I miss webcaming session.....But the qn is....with who???
And i got B for my maths....Best!!!I like the faci already...Instead of C and D in the previous semester......
There's one thing that makes me semangat to go to school everyday.....Sis knows abt it....Got a rolling eyes from her....I don't care lah ehk.....
Abeh dier cute sgt...Tak tahan...especially biler dier senyum...but it may be just my opinion....Hmm.....
Cuzzie repeatedly says this feeling will fade over time....but when???Plus saying guys don't really meant what they says.....And i'm closing my ears when she says that....I mean..not all guys mcm gitu...certain are...maybe...who knows....
But one thing i know....i'm not opening to anybody for the time being.
And the song tak lekang oleh waktu explains it all......
K dah...Bye!!!
Saranghaeyo=)
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Unbearable i must say.My eyes are sore,my nose are runny,my head are spinning and my neck is painful.No matter what....Tetap kena datang sekolah tomorrow....
UrrGGhh!!!Tkper...3 days left till weekend...
And the flu tablet is making me drowsy......
All the ladies are home are down with flu....and sumer muker setengah mati....LoL...
But still....i drank coke...Cause it is so tempting looking!!!!Carik nahas...i know....But whatever-lah......Biarlah daku menanggung derita....haha=p Ok..mepek....
Skipping that...org paham code in english...how abt i change the code to malay as follows....
A.R.K...paham?hEhe...
Berbual org mabok ni.....
Yesterday....dengar MJ12 pon until 1.30 jek...pas tu pengsan....ngantok semacam....
Story semalam seram2 belaka....and i notice one thing....Cerita hantu dieorg will always...ALWAYS include...."time tu nak gi dapor,tekak terasa haus...sekali nampak lembaga tengah makan sesuatu dgn lahap nyer depan peti sejok...." then...JENG3....suspen2...sound effect pon masok...haiyyo!!! naek boring mendengar nyer.....
But one thing that scares me the most is the sound effect....Psl sound effect tulah takot nak ngar MJ 12....Hmmpphh!!Tapi skrang dh pandai....once sound effect dtg....volume radio is at the lowest....hEhE....
SarangHaeyo...=)
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