what do you think will happen when you give a mp3 player to a 49+ year old dad?this is what happen..it will get him addicted and he will start singing to the song of sean kingston title me love non-stop and it send me laughing my heads off in silent mode which ends up with me bursting into laughter until i have to go into the room to burst my laughter out which is unfortunate because i have to go to and fro to the room to clean my contact lenses and god know how i feel..i have to cover my mouth and bit my lips everytime i past the living room..

my dad can be such a blur sometimes but he is cute..my mum have taught him countless times on how to use the cable tv control on both the telly and the cable box but he just can't seem to get it right..hehes:)

right now,i think i am being paranoid..i get anxious for a reason which i can't post here..but to get the record straight i think i should control my feelings and stop hoping for something that MIGHT not happen...but i'm still hoping...

skipping the subject..i got the jae result yesterday on the 30th of jan...i was sleeping soundly when suddenly my sis charge into my room and inform me that the jae result have been out cause she already receive her result...and she asked me to chech the phone...i was wide awake at that point and was practically shivering not knowing what i will see...i'm so happy i got posted to the school that i wanted which is rp and i chose it because:
it is just a few bus-stop away from my home.
but the minus point is i dont get chosen for my first choice...but i accept what god have decide for me and maybe it is for the best...
can't wait to get my own laptop...i SO want a pink one and the only one that i can think of and in love is right now is the pink vaio CS...i already read thorugh the description and the functions and the programs that is installed and for now i am satisfied...

my sis got her first choice which is nanyang jc...my dad bring her to tour around the school on the afternoon....after arriving home,she said that it had a good fengshui and is on top of a hill and it have a good and peaceful ambience...i asked her if it is haunted peaceful or peaceful PEACEFUL and she said its the second one...hehes:)she already buy a bag...which is of a nike brand and she is now browsing for shoes with her friends....

thats all for now...am off to watch tv on my favourite channel EVER in the whole wide world..aniwaes my sis just reached home and her face is all red and sunburnt after picnic-ing at sentosa with her friends...serve her right...ahax!!off now...and i think i just found what i wanted most in my LIFE!all happy for now...hope it will last...cause i just cried after watching split ends on the part where they have to say goodbyes to each other...luckily my parents is not home...or they will think i am retarded...adios amigos...love ya...kisses and huggies...muah!

ps:and i just cut my bangs for 3 bugs!am considering on higlighting and colouring my hair...hmmm....

I'm alone with my two small siblings...my mum and sis went shopping..without ME!!!cause my sis have to find school bag...so right now,am watching teuku wisnu at my videos in multiply...OMG!!!!HE'S SO CUTE!!!!LOVE HIM TO DEATH!!skipping the subject...

am now dreading and waiting for the result on which school i have been posted too...i have a terrible dream last night...which is sort of funny too which send my sis laughing her head off...my first choice is republic under business informatcis course...it is a new course and am hoping and crossing my fingers and praying that i will get through it....

it have been a week since i quit working at watsons...it is such a bore staying at home...but it is also fun cause i am not attached on doing something that i dread everyday...so yeaterday,bought some books and stationery at popular in ssc...my sister bought the twilight edition book 3 title eclipse..while i bought change of heart by jodi picoult...now i regret buying that book cause i SO SO SO want to buy book by susan elizabeth phillips title match me if you can and dream a little dream of me...the book can be an addictive read...it is a romance comedy...i am SO in LOVE with cal bonner the lead character...wish i have a guy like him...
so before going to popular bookstore,actually went to spectacle hut and bought new spectacles which will only be ready on the 29th of jan..one for me and one for my sis...plus i also bought contact lenses...purple and green...am so want the blue one but my mum and sis obliged...uurrghhh!!!

my favourite moment of the day is at 6 and 9.00pm..cause firstly there will be my favourite korean drama which have been telecast for the THIRD TIME on channel U....the title is goong...the lead characterS is so DAMN HOT TOO!!!secondly my favourite EVER EVER EVER INDONESIAN drama CINTA FITRI SEASON 3 on sctv...the lead character is SUPER DUPER HOT AND GORGEOUS...!!!!i will scream everytime i see his name appear on the opening...OMG!!i think i'm going crazy....

this chinese new year,i supposedly think i am not going anywhere which is such a bore...i can die of boredom and the only thing that can keep me alive in watching goong and cf3....haiz...and now adding to the bad news the video of the cf hi-tea have gone missing...feel like crying...uurrgghh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!dadas for nw...have to do my zohor prayer....

there's 2 beauty.Inner beauty and Outer beauty.
Which one are you?

I just got my pay on the 7th and in my bank acc there's only $200++ and a few cents..wonder where the money all had disappeared..its just the 11th and more than half of my money is gone...i recall spending 100++ on cosmetics ALONE.Then there's the body shop sale which i cannot resist buying.i end up spending 42.70.it is bettter than before discount which could total up to 101++..and the sale ends today which SUCKS.cause i want to buy more things..i'm the sort of person who like to buy things on impulse and regret it later..but i'm happy with my purchase.i hide it once i reached home.hide it inside my bag and i throw the paper bag inside my cupboard and pretend nothing had happened.until later...cause my mum find the receipt in one of the other plastic bag and i was like DAMNED!luckily she don't nag..she just said don't cry when your money's all gone..but what the HECK!!Though what she say is true..and i plan on buying hand lotion which cause ?? and cranberry room spray which cost just 19.90.its easy to pay..with just one swipe from the nets card and it is paid...i'm SO liking the feeling..swipe all the way...and not to mention the lip balm i'm planning on buying...

forget about that...i'm in the mood of decorating..am feeling like being a interior designer gitu kan...all the creative juice could not have come at a better time.sampai nak tidor pon tak senang!getting inspiration ideas from my body shop purchases..damn!is shopping good.its bring you inspiration.and who came out with the theory that shopping is a wate of money...anyways am addicted to candles,jewels,polka dot ribbon,fuschia pink,purple,violet,bright green,black,white..combination of sweet and elegant and classy...i SO want to be an interior designer right now this instant...

so,skipping to the next topic..i got gossips to share about one of my friend at work.she's 29,a cute and sweet,matured fillipino,married to a chinese and have one cute 3 year old daughter..the thing is she just found out that she is pregnant...and it is supposed to be a good and joyful news to share with everyone right?but its the opposite...she's keeping it a secret.and only a few knows bout it..she is planning on aborting the baby...which to me is totally cruel...it feels like you are killing a human being inside you whi had yet to see the world..till now this instant i donnoe the reason for that..am sure she got some problems,but she should'nt KILL/abort the baby right?hope she rethink about it...

and...........i got some sad news to share..my contract with watson will end next friday and the STUPID manager say she is not taking any part-timers for the time being...am so sad leaving the place cause i have a WONDERFUL,WONDERFUL assistant manager though she could be one hell of a bitch sometimes,great friends....all the kecoh-kecohness,the mak cik kaypohs,the tiredness,the eating and SHOPPING places...haixx....am feeling sad that i'm getting a sting in the eye...but life have to go on...and i am planning to relax for a few weeks before finding a job cause i need to clean up my PIG-STY bedroom and decorate it...not to mention i'm getting my results tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ARRGGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wish me luck...:)

lastly,this com is being such a BITCH!!!it is protesting yet again with the pop-outs....SHHEESHHHH!!!!till then...dada!!!!last words:i prefer having an ugly face than a BLACK heart...life live to the fullest without following people..be your own self...do the right things and making the right decisons will make your future...and always..ALWAYS follow your heart...don't follow your friend if they ask u to do stupid stuff..don't jump when they ask you to jump cause you want to look cool...if you still do,these are my last words to you:jump lah and make yourslef look like an idiot on your death...

BEST WISHES!!love you all....MUAAAHHH!!!!!!!!!!

PATIENCE is a success that one can ever achieve.-dirahbumblebee
i currently am so DAMN PISSED OFF!!!!!!!my mum are getting on my nerve every single day or is it just me PMS-ING?ermmm....come to think of it i think it is not just me.any normal person who is in my shoes my place right now will be screaming their heads off!i'm running out of patience...i feel like shouting ENOUGH ALREADY!!!!!!!!!SHE IS DAMN BLOODY NOISY!!!!!i feel like slamming my head against the wall so that i CAN stop listening to her super DAMN BLOODY FUCKING IRRITATING BULLSHIT NAGGING!!!am practically punching the keyboard and i want to smash the keyboard so badly right now!!!!!!!!!tuning or should i say blasting the speaker to christina aguilera what a girl want song.(which irritate me at times.ahax!)at least that will make me forget about the BLOODY FUCKING NAGGING SHE HAVE GAVE ME EVERY SINGLE DAY!and my hair will be dropping out soon because of her.i can't just understand why,now that our thoughts always clash with each other and we will never get along like last time.she is like the ULTIMATE MAK CIK KEPO in the making.intruding my private life.i can't have my private session anymore.it will either be the sound of my siblings fighting or making a lot of noise while playing or it will be my mum nagging at one of us.i heard at the mrt train just now 3 girls age about 16 or 17 years old talking, with one of them saying that her mother is PISSING HER OFF!!!and i SO want to totally join her and said that i experince the same problem.mothers can be so BLOODY IRRITATING at times..one moment i will be laughing with her and the next both of us will be screaming our heads off at each other.HOW'S THAT, TELL ME??feel like running away from this life and never turning back.but the thing is, i am so soft-hearted.(not to brag pardon me,its the truth)and i hate it.i tend to forgive people easily and that is my weakest point.i want to go to a faraway place and shout and cry and tug my hair and stomp my foot and cry.cry,cry,cry and shout,shout,shout my hearts and feelings out till i can't breath or till i ran out of thing to say.i sometimes hate this place called EARTH.and this is so not me.its the DEVIL thats talking...PHEW...I feel better now....and the one that seems to understand me is GOD and my best friend in the WHOLE WIDE WORLD,AISHAH BTE ASMAT.she's the one that i turn to when i need a shoulder to cry on.she's the one that i turn to everytime i have a problem.she's the one that i share my happiness with.she never EVER complains and she will be so patient in comforting me when i am going through hell...thank GOD,for sending me an angel who i called friend..i LOVE YOU LOTS DEAR!!LOTS!no one can ever replace you in this whole wide world.you are the ONE and ONLY..:)My SPECIAL ONE,SITI AISHAH BTE ASMAT.MUACKKZZZ!!!!!this song is for you girl.I TURN TO YOU.BY :THE EVER FANTABOLOUS CHRISTINA AGUILERA!!!!!round of applause please..

♥her mr
♥you are my secret lover