Sunday 31 May 2009


You love simply because you cannot help it.
~ by Kim Anderson ~


Woke up with a bright sunshine on my face.Hope the sunshine will last as long as i live...You should feel my heart pumping..Haha:p Slept eartly yesterday at about 11+ pm...before midnight to be exact.I was to tired.Spectacles are still worn.Being woke up by my sis and mum a few times to take off my spectacles.But as i said.I was too tired and sleepy to do so..And now my spectacles are missing..Serve me right.

Will be going out for lunch today.And i have not done my reflection journal which is due till tomorrow before midnight.Open leo and saw an announcement which makes me scream at the top of my lung..There will be a retest for cognitive UT..:) all smiles now...

~Those kissable lips.....

Saturday 30 May 2009

Because i love you so~~~~

Will not be blogging about today's happening...Thanks for the great day my LOVE one.Will treasure every minute that have been spent...For the first time i'm clueless of what to write here...:)

♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....

Friday 29 May 2009

“Love life and life will love you back. Love people and they will love you back.”
~Arthur Rubinstein


In the library..Hanging out with my two bestfriends..It have been AGES since i meet them and i am missing them to the max!!!!
Gosh!!!School is finally over for this semester..HOLIDAY=PARTY!!!!...just thinking of school now make me sick..And i am having dark circles which i don't use to have and supposedly eyebag which i hope was just an imagination....It scares me..And there's this one small pimple which just have to appear on the cheeks...Haaiisshh....It cause a sore to my eyes..and not to mention...distraction...i don't mind it appearing anywhere else...but please...not my cheek...Its not that i am vain or anything...but i totally head it when it appears on my cheek..why not appear at the forehead or something.....
Craving for daisies..Daisy flower i mean...it was so sudden and i don't know why...I want white and pink daisies can? And adidas perfume and chocolate&vanilla never fail to remind me of somebody.
Can't wait for the holiday trip which is from 5-8 june which sort of sadden me...Sab and isha should know why...My two dearies of my life...never fail to entertain me and are so patient with my craziness and SUPER loud laughter...haha:p
Suddenly thought of something that have been mention by my friend...Its like..what if?what if?Only time will tell...And all we have to do is wait cause GOD have all the answers....

♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....

Thursday 28 May 2009

The soul of a woman is fragile.

It have been a rather good day for me today.I finally know how to do some of the maths questions.Will be doing revision to buck up for UT 2 and UT 3...As for the programming..it have been a rather easy test.That is the feed back that i heard mostly.If only i have understood programming better..
Aniwaes...met with *somebody special* today.So am in a good mood despite the fact that i am having stomach cramps and the lack of calcium.All my headaches are gone upon seeing him..Haha...:p *blushing*
Tom is the last day of school for semester 1 i think..GOD!!!so happy...at last the day have come...The day that everybody have been craving for...

Kay.I'm done.
Take care my LOVE-ED ones...everybody everywhere..thank GOD for everything;)

♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....

Wednesday 27 May 2009

The man who writes about himself and his own time is the only man who writes about all people and all time.
George Bernard Shaw (1856 - 1950)


The more that i read,the more i am saying.. MAMPOS!!!...haiyoo..My closed one should know why.
Skipping that,tomorrow is Sabrina's monthiversary...haha:p It have been 7 months since they are together..Congratulations to them:)Hope you two last long!!!!Such a sweet couple...One note to them:Kumpul duit byk2 saner...ckp nak engangement ring in a few years time...wakakaka:p Gd luck lah kay...:) Aku tunggu kad jemputan jek...huahuahua:)
Tomorrow there's another UT test.And it s***s a lot.They should make the test right after the holidays,not before..Haiyo..
To nadia:Jangan patah hati kay....There's always a next time...Make sure you don't get trick by the instructor...Maner tau 2nd time kau ambik kau will be the best driver ever yg pernah instructor to test...hehes:)and...Good luck babe!!!Biler dah pass,bawak aku round-ing satu perth kay...!!!Syg kau byk2!!!!:)See ya soon....

Kay.I'm done here.

♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....
I am a walking zombie with stomach cramps.Its getting worse.First day as usual is my WORST day ever...And i bought a menstrual pill just because it is PINK.Oh my....Feel like crying..I want my mommy can..Haha:p

♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....

Tuesday 26 May 2009

You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.
~Sam Keen


Oh my....I'm so DEAD!!!!DEAD,DEAD EMBARASSING!!!!! is all i'm going to say.Am keeping my mouth shut.Going to be more careful.AAARRGGHHH!!!! kay...enough...
My face..i swear you is red now...I want to hide but i know i can't run from myself...am so careless...should have think before putting it down...
My mood seems to improve now..thanx to that somebody...*grins* but i still can't wait for holiday...Want to pay back my insufficient sleep and need to check the latest update on tv and so on...I feel like a cave women..Holiday is like the best part of school....Am i right???haha:p
Oh my!!!!GREAT!!!!i can't stop thinking about it and am now laughing my heads off...so the MALU LAH SEI!!!!

Before i forget...GSS have officially started!!!!But i'm broke..Haaaiisshhh...

Kay.I'm done.Wakakakaka=D

♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....
“Adopt the pace of nature; her secret is patience.”
~Ralph Waldo Emerson quotes


Oh my...how can i be patient..It have been a long wait...Ermmm...actually not that long lah..But i don't have the PATIENCE to wait for another few more days!!!It is super excruciating...
Oh how i need to be like mother nature...
My laptop battery is low and i am lazy to charge it.Call me a couch potato if you want.I'm just not in the mood to do anything now.I'm like a walking corpse.Zombi perhaps which is better..Still the same as yesterday...Lifeless..Just one thing will make me happy and i'm sure some of you will know it..For now..i need to keep things to myself first..am bloody irritated at my ex-schoolmate who still have not reply back my sms-ed!!!
Well...i guess its my PMS.Will be talking nonsense and acting weird...so IGNORE what i write here..

Okay..i'm done here...and the breathing in and breathing out ,will not work either....

♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....

Monday 25 May 2009

The best feelings are those that
Have no words to describe them....
~ by Michelle Hammersley ~


I have been lifeless for quite a while now.Watching TV are like the ultimate prize during the weekdays.I am a cave women this few months after school start.Have not been watching american idol.Which came as a shock.Haiyyooo...Watching korean dramas online is like my new pastime now.Can't wait for the holiday to start as i am feeling like a zombie.Boyfriend-less for 1 week..We both are busy with school so am counting the days to spent time with him before i went to malacca and KL.

Oh my...I'm such a boring person now.No more outings with friends as all are busy with their own stuff.Been missing time that i used to spend with aly.All the talks..You see how speechless i am now.Maths test tomorrow and i have not even study for it yet.Gooooshhh!!!How i hate school now..Am bored with the daily presentations already.

So yeah.To sum it all up i'm bored and lifeless.Seriously in need of a holiday.

Kay.I'm done.

♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....
Scorpions:
Determined, Forceful, Emotional, Intuitive, Powerful, Passionate, Exciting and Magnetic
Jealous, Resentful, Compulsive, Obsessive, Secretive and Obstinate

Intuitive and ever curious, Scorpios are the great investigators of the Zodiac. They want to know everything about everyone. When an answer is needed, a Scorpio will find it for you. Unfortunately Scorpios seem to see only in black and white. They always have their own agenda and never fail to promote it.

Scorpios are the masters of their fate. They know only one way to live: on their own terms. They do not live life but attack it. When life hands them a loss, they do not waste time sulking, but rather continue on their path, sure they will eventually succeed. Scorpios are driven by their intense passions and desires. Often they are seen as imperious.

Scorpios are a secretive lot. Those around them may never know the depth of their passions. Probing the Scorpio psyche will only make them leery and cause them to flee. Whether in business or play, Scorpios love to compete. Indeed to do well, they must have an opponent. Scorpios do not take slights well. If you cross them be assured they will retaliate with their full force. Scorpios never quit and never surrender. If anyone can get a difficult task done it is a Scorpio.
The Scorpio In Love:
Scorpios have a dark and mysterious style which, combined with an irresistible personal magnetism, creates a fascination in members of the opposite sex. They ooze sexual excitement and require a partner who can keep up with their marvelous capacity for taking everything to the limit and far beyond. For Scorpios, emotions run deep, and their faculty of intuition is remarkably accurate, so their antennae can pick out a prospective partner at first sight. They need, however, to keep a part of themselves private and personal. They can react vigorously should a lover trespass in their personal domain.
Scorpios can be unduly domineering in personal relationships, especially should they perceive their partner to be weaker than themselves. Their biggest problem is finding someone who, while strong enough to maintain a tempestuous lifestyle, is interesting enough to remain a challenge. Once they find the right person they will mate for life.
Famous Scorpians Include:
Marie Antoinette, Marie Curie, Martin Luther, Theodore Roosevelt, Bill Gates, Lorne Michaels, Picasso, William Penn, Christopher Columbus, Sally Field, Joni Mitchell, Mohammed, Prince Charles, Goldie Hawn, Roberto Goizueta, and Voltaire
Ideal Jobs Include:
Scorpions are well-suited for careers as doctors, investigators, ecologists, managers, engineers, navigators and secret agents.
Lucky Numbers:
8, 17, 26, 35, 44, 53
Planet: Pluto
Star Stone: Opal
Element: Water
Most Compatible With: Pisces or Cancer

somehow:50% of it is true..the rest...nahhh...liars...hehes...:p

Sunday 24 May 2009

The only things in life you regret,
Are the risks that you didn't take.
~ by Anonymous ~


Wait.Did i mention that i am obsessed with boys before flowers?Lee Min Ho,Kim Bum and Kim Hyun Joong are so damn cute!!!!Everytime they appear on the scene of the drama i will be screaming my heads off...haha:p

♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....
Once in awhile,
Right in the middle of an ordinary life,
Love gives us a fairy tale.
~ by Anonymous ~


Supposed to be studying but here i am blogging away.Have not been feeling good lately.Am SO having PMS..My body have been so tired and i can be caught sleeping practically anywhere inside the house.It is also due to the fact that i am MISSING SOMEONE greatly.Hope to see that SOMEONE soon as i am practically dragging my feet around the house and holding to my phone and listening to love songs non-stop like one hell of a retarded person.

And seriously.My holiday mood have start kicking in.It is so dangerous cause i will have this temptation to not attend school.

Kaes.I'm done.I'm bored out of my wits and i'm not in the mood to joke around.

♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....

Saturday 23 May 2009

There's something worng with the posting..For today only..The newer post is below the older one...

♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....

Friday 22 May 2009

Love is an act of endless forgiveness
A tender look which becomes a habit.
~ by Peter Ustinov ~


Just a short update.To happy to keep it till tomorrow morning..I was editing my blog as usual and suddenly i heard vibration.It turns out to be my phone,vibrating.Search it all over my bed which turns out to be inside my bag.And i have this GUT feeling that someone dear to me is calling..And it turns out to be true...I was smiling SUPER widely.From one ear to another.haha:p random.How i miss his voice so much.Hearing it makes me feel calm and relaxed,but at the same time something deep inside me want to jump out...Dream about him yesterday..and he did not believe it..HMMMPPHHH.... he sounds so tired..and he still makes an effort to call..Feel like massaging his back...*grins*

Anyways....using the laptop cursor(the one whnich you use your finger to navigate around) is killing me.Its like so damn bloody irritating..And i'm feeling sticky all over cause i haven't bathe yet...Going too after this..and will be adding new features to my blog soon...got inspired by azura's mum webby.Hehes...One more thing:How do you feel when someone in YOUR own class is stalking you...so eerie right...just be careful ******...I wonder..And i don't expect him to do this cause he seems...so...nice and QUIET&DECENT.

Hope tomorrow will be going out..My phone will always be beside me.If you know what i mean.:)

Kay.I'm done.Gd nite my loveable friends..Its a saturday morning.:)

Pssstt..:remind me to do RJ before 12 pm on saturday.

♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....
Men always want to be a woman's first love. Women have a more subtle instinct: What they like is to be a man's last romance.

Oscar Wilde
1856-1900, British Author, Wit


I woke up for subuh prayer's today..I'm so happy.Cause i usually don't wake up for subuh prayer's and my mum will be sarcastic towards me the WHOLE entire day until she is tired.
So,i woke up with a lion's hair today.Want to know why?It is because my bangs are shooting upwards just like a lion and my hair is super frizzy like an afro do...pffft!!!
My lil' sister is addicted to Lenka's "THE SHOW" song...just now open it at youtube and she came running to my room smiling widely and gleefully...SUPER CUTE but i can't stop noticing her nose..Hmmm...not that i want to talk bad about it or something..but....
Skipping the topic,waiting for his calls which i don't bother waiting for anymore(like real only).Sabrina called just now regarding her malay compostion and she told me that she will be studying at RP with her boyfie from 12-6pm.Gossshh...i just WISH i will be going out today...hint hint...
Talking care of my siblings for my mum while she accompany my sis to go to polyclinic as her asthma attack come again..Pity her..Let me count...It have been like 10 years since her last asthma attack..Now she is going to turn 17 on christmas day....

Kay.I'm bored.Done here.:)
Enjoy your weekends with your LOVED ones:)

♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....
Just because someone doesn't love you
in the way you want them to,
doesn't mean that they don't love you
with all they've got.
~ by Author unknown ~


LOVE
.Is only a four letter word.But that four letter means a lot.It defines a lot of meaning.Each and everyone of us has its own meaning for it.We will not know the true meaning of love till you experience IT itself.Sometimes i wonder,if love cause heartache,why do we love in the first place? Love can sometimes make us do stupid thing and it make us lower our pride down.But it is just a wonderful feeling that no one want to miss.I used to wonder why people cried over a break-up.Now,i understand why.It's not that i am going through a break-up process now,but observing the places that we walked at together,it is like seeing a re-run of everything.It left a set of invisible footprints that no one can see but only us.GOOOSHHH!!! i don't know why i am suddenly writing it all down here..

So,ate at long john with zura,danny,aishah...saw ili working..It have been a long time since i saw her...And i don't know why i am laughing to myself this few days...Hmmmm....And there's this few sentences that my mum said that make me smile wider..YA ALLAH!!!!Let it be,let it be...please...please...hehes...Cause there's this one voice inside my heart which make me worried..

And for the moment i am allergic to jason mraz I'm yours till june...Can't stop smiling at the picture.

Kay.I'm done.Enjoying the air-conditioner during the hot whether...:)

♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....
There is only one happiness in life -- to love and to be loved.

George Sand
1804-1876, French Novelist


Been missing someone.GREATLY.Still at school.With zura and aishah.Waiting for danny's perfomance to be finish and the result to be out.

Haaaaiissshh....just wandering about certain things.Feelings are complicated is all i can say.Am mixed up.I'm scared.I hope its not what i think it is.Cause to my mum he is like the IDEAL one and he have the qualities that both my me and my mum want.I'm thinking too far ahead...

♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....

Thursday 21 May 2009

When you love someone, all your saved-up wishes start coming out.
~ by Elizabeth Bowen (1899-1973) ~


Oh my...how true is the qoute above.Can't deny it.It's true.When you love somebody,you start wishing like no one cares and hoping it will come true.I love poetry.Oh how i wish somebody could whisper those words to my ears right now.Am imagining myself watching the sunset with flowers scattering all over the place and he put one of the flower at my ear..Oh my...Hehes:p I marry a poet can?But...naahh...I prefer HIM putting it for me.

Finally,i have found the considered PERFECT hainanese chicken rice recipe at recipe zaar.Here's the link>>>>http://www.recipezaar.com/Hainanese-Chicken-Rice-133760 Going to cook it for HIM as i had promised him so.And he is already demanding it.Should have make it a surprise....

By the way,i found this interesting book titled:CORNER SHOP by ROOPA FAROOKI.The content is ok but i can't deny the fact that i am attracted by the cover page and the designs.Haha:p random.But i can't borrowed it as my fines are over limit and i have no cash for the moment..

Suddenly craving for my mum prata murtabak sardine!!!!yummy yum yum...
And i finally understand bits and pieces for science..GOOOSHH...what a relief...for the time being...haha:p

Kay.I'm done here.

♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....
Recipe For Two Lovers

Take happiness and laughter
mix thoroughly with romance.
Add hugs, pecks,
and sprinkle with kisses.
Bind with pleasure
and bake with faith.
Serve with endless love.
- Jephthah Adotey -



I'm feeling guilty over what i am doing...Hmmm..perhaps no one should know..Only god knows.Haaaiissshh...As usual,check my facebook account and do quizes to past the time..And i am addicted to nasyid songs for the time being..Haha:p It came as a shock to me,myself.And my mum says:"Ni sumer pasal *****L dengar lagu nasyid kan?" haha:p well...not entirely true..but true..get it?He got a mixture of songs in his phone such as arabic,nasyid,and normal pop,sentimental song:)This one song in his phone makes me addicted to nasyid's song..kasih kekasih by IN-TEAM...when he sings it my heart flutters.His voice is so nice...
Kay skipping the topic,yesterday went to take photo at the photo shop infront of pastamania at causeway point.DAMN!!!!my face was so...my mum and sis said it is ok.Only the spectacle is causing a BIG distraction.haHa:p And besides that my mum print some photos from the digicam and she ask me to print HIS photo.I was like standig there with a red face..and talking of pastamania i miss eating there.The pizza..the spagetthi...kay SANDRA!!!ENOUGH!!!:P

I guess you will be confused why i named myself as sandra.It should be Sandra Dee to be exact.I take this "which female grease character are you?" and i am happy with the result as it is ENTIRELY true.Still searching for chicken rice recipe and it is so confusing...My goal is to cook chicken rice before going to malacca so he can remember me by something in case something bad happen to me.god forbids.Cause i am terrified of long highways journey.

♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....

Wednesday 20 May 2009



i took a quiz at facebook at this is what i get:

Nadhirah took the quiz Love Personality Test and the result is 17th Century Girl
What a little sweetie you are - kind, considerate and generally the sort of person that everyone should want as their friend. Your warm-heartedness and shy appeal attract plenty of guys, but once you've got them the problems kick in. You see, you're just too damn nice. When you love someone you have a tendency to let them walk all over you, and - whatever you may think - that's the perfect way to ruin a relationship. Carry on like this and your guy will see you as somebody to be taken for granted, walked all over, and eventually dropped. Try asserting yourself sometimes and putting yourself into situation that will boost your confidence. As Aretha Franklin said: R-E-S-P-E-C-T lady.
Ok

I can't deny it as most of it,is SURPRISINGLY true..Hmmm.....and i am puzzled by the fact that he add OTHER people but not me.Feel like.HHHAAAAAIIISSSHHH!!!!let just keep it to myself..
finally!!!changed my blogskin..how is it now?please rate by leaving a tag my much loved friends:)
The spaces between your fingers were created
so that another's could fill them in.

- Author Unknown -

taken from:http://www.lovepoemsandquotes.com/LoveQuote99.html

Am not feeling too good.Have a mini diarrohea.And my head is spinning and i am having shortness of breath with occasional coughing...Ouh...Its the sick month.And i am hating it.So instead of today will be making passport tomorrow.Don't know if i am going to go to school as my eyes are burning and my head is super dizzy..I can be hot one minute and suddenly i can be cold in another.To sum it all i am not feeling good.

Will be renting MPV for the malacca trip.I'm super duper excited cause it have been a long time since i have been on a long journey and i can't wait to take pictures of the abandoned padi field..Haha:p and also i have been craving for A&W since don't know when.Oh man!!!!....the tall and fat root beer mug...i likey...and the chicken frank...oh my...i am salivitating right now.....

Kay enough.I'm looking at pictures that are taken last sunday and am blushing suddenly...hehes...you should know why...going to edit it soon..and i am AGAIN OBSESSED!!!with my bangs..

Kay.I'm done here.

♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....

Tuesday 19 May 2009

If kisses were water I'd give you the SEA. If hugs were leaves, I'd give you a tree. If spaces were love, I'd give you ETERNITY. And if you're true and sincere to me, I'll keep all my LOVE for thee.

taken from:http://www.geocities.com/devil_rach/lovquotes.html

Am surfing the net for the best shopping malls in KL.And it suddenly reminds me of a shopping centre in KL called berjaya time square which have indoor themepark..Hmmm....will be going on a trip to malacca and KL for a wedding on my father side cousin i supposed.I just love wedding.And i don't know why.Its like every girl's fantasy right?And to make the trip more enjoyable and less boring we will be going together with all my cousins.But there's one problem.
My dad,sis,and my own passport is going to expired soon and we haven't renew it yet.Tom my dad will be renewing our passport as he will be taking off day as at the same day my grandad's grave will be "gali" and will be transferred to a new place.
The date of the trip will be from 4-7 of june and i am already listing things of what to buy for whom.

Last sunday have been a GGGGrrreeeaaaatttt day for me.went to study with keela and meet up with boyfie.Little did i know that he brought his cousin along.Just as he arrive he ask me to smell his wrist which smells of chocolate and i feel like biting it...HAHA:P keela was unusually quite that day and i don't know why..I think she just feel uncomfortable...Hmmmmm......Hang out at RP till about 8 plus and he send me home.My mum wants to see him so badly that she invite him inside the house and all.And i can't stop blushing.random.Will not be meeting each other for quite a while as we are busy with test and assignments.Hope to see him before i went to malacca..hukhuk:'(
And HE says that i am getting more chubbier..Is it?If thats true i will be jumping up and down...haha:p

Kay.i'm done.

♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....

Monday 18 May 2009

Song of the day:

doa seorang kekasih-in team:


Oh Tuhan, seandainya telah Kau catatkan
Dia milikku, tercipta untuk diriku
Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku
Titipkanlah kebahagiaan

Ya Allah, ku mohon
Apa yang telah Kau takdirkan
Ku harap dia adalah yang terbaik buatku
Kerana Engkau tahu segala isi hatiku
Pelihara daku dari kemurkaanMu

Ya Tuhanku, yang Maha Pemurah
Beri kekuatan jua harapan
Membina diri yang lesu tak bermaya
Semaikan setulus kasih di jiwa
http://www.free-lyrics.org

Ku pasrah kepadaMu
Kurniakanlah aku
Pasangan yang beriman
Bisa menemani aku
Supaya ku dan dia
Dapat melayar bahtera
Ke muara cinta yang Engkau redhai

Ya Tuhanku, yang Maha Pengasih
Engkau sahaja pemeliharaku
Dengarkan rintihan hambaMu ini
Jangan Engkau biarkan ku sendiri

Agarku bisa bahagia
Walau tanpa bersamanya
Gantikanlah yang hilang
Tumbuhkan yang telah patah
Ku inginkan bahagia
Di dunia dan akhirat
PadaMu Tuhan ku mohon segala

Bisikan nurani-in-team
Lautan kematian ombak
Tenang pantai tiada terusik
Begitulah tasik hatiku
Sejak kehadiranmu

Betapa aku hargai
Anugerah syurga di dunia
Doa kudus aku panjatkan
Semoga dirahmati

Telahpun ku syukuri
Di dalam hidup ini
Cinta suci kurniaan Ilahi
http://www.free-lyrics.org

Kejernihan wajahmu
Sempurna pada pandanganku
Kau kirana
Keturunan terpilih
Disanjung serta dihormati
Kau permata
Kesederhanaanmu
Mengecap kekayaan dunia
Kau mestika
Ketaqwaan dirimu
Itu yang merantai jiwaku

Bukan aku memuji
Apalagi memuja
Salahkahku kagumi… perhiasan duniawi

Bisikan nuraniku
Engkaulah pilihanku
Akanku pertahankan
Amanah suci ini

the video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o4pmlOgcHRQ

http://www.free-lyrics.org/In-Team/128249-Doa-Seorang-Kekasih.html


♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....

Sunday 17 May 2009

a video that i just like...make me want to tear up and i don't why...


the lyrics;sing-a-long:
Tak Perlu Aku Ragui
Sucinya Cinta Yang Kau Beri
Kita Saling Kasih Mengasihi
Dengan Setulus Hati

Ayah Ibu Merestui
Menyarung Cincin Di Jari
Dengan Rahmat Dari Ilahi
Cinta Kita Pun Bersemi

Sebelum Diijabkabulkan
Syariat Tetap Membataskan
Pelajari Ilmu Rumahtangga
Agar Kita Lebih Bersedia
Menuju Hari Yang Bahgia
http://www.free-lyrics.org/12564-In-Team.html

Kau Tahu Ku Merinduimu
Ku Tahu Kau Menyintaiku...Oh...Kasih
Bersabarlah Sayang
Saat Indah Kan Menjelma Jua
Kita Akan Disatukan
Dengan Ikatan Pernikahan...Oh..Kasih

Di Sana Kita Bina
Tugu Cinta Mahligai Bahagia
Semoga Cinta Kita
Di Dalam Redha Ilahi
Berdoalah Selalu
Moga Jodoh Berpanjangan

http://www.free-lyrics.org/In-Team/128262-Kasih-Kekasih.html

♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....


pictures of the day!!me and sis new haircut.there's more.just check my facebook in a few days time.
nadhirahrahmat@hotmail.com to add.
pssst:and this 2 post is meant to be for yesterday.it is 1.06 am in the morning now.:p
At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet.
Plato


Hey hey!!!just went back from my cousin's house and am eating fried bee hoon.My mum is so bloody irritating sometimes.She just purposely makes my dad scold me.like WTH!!!! I feel like screaming at her.I can go MAD!!!SERIOUSLY!!!!!so that's why i am going out often.Lazy to hear her bloody irritating voice!!!.She can be a devil and she can be an angel.I'm speaking the truth here.No offence.I'm not a bad girl.But if you are in my position,you will understand.And my cousins unexpectedly went through the same thing as me.Blood relations=same type of parents=same type of upbringing.I'm so use to it already its like a normal routine,though its not.It will make me tear up for a minute because of the impact and the next second i will be laughing my head off pretending like nothing have happen.And i'm doing that just so they know that i'm not affected one bit by their BLOODY HELL of a talks.Gooshh!!!i feel better already..wakakakaka:P

Tom will be going out though i am a little bit sick.I think just seeing him will make my whole world seems better.Feel bad because...let just nickname him as mr z.
This z msg me out of the blue to go study together tomorrow.I don't know what to study because mostly the topic is about using your own mind to solve the problem.Its like general knowledge.So,what's there to study.Hmmm....and i rejected the idea of going out with him because i have a date with someone.

Skipping the topic,i cried watching kangen,an indonesian movie at sensasi.So sad...hukhuk;( i can't imagine if i were in her shoes....god forbid.Oh!!Oh!!!i got news to update!!!!just cut my bangs and i am practically in LOVE with it.I want to steal the hairdresser can?And make her my personal hairstylist.Haha:p and my mum bought a shampoo and hair tonic cause my hair is so oily and there's dandruff and my hair is falling out.My sis have the same problem as me.So i'm awaiting for miracles to happen and i hope my hair will become thick.Having a thin hair is genetics on my mom's side..Thanx a lot!!!Who says those who wear scarf like me don't care about their hair!!!!its my crowning glory too..and i need it for self-esteem's sake if there's such thing..

Kay.I'm done here.Gd nite my loveable friends!!!wherever you are..:)

♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....

Saturday 16 May 2009

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...
~ANONYMUS~


I sleep super early yesterday.Despite being sick i manage to talk a lot and was trying to grab both my mum and sis attention while at it.And my mum was going crazy not knowing who to listen to.Me or my lil' sister.And sooo...after stroy telling i feel asleep on my sis bed,PURPOSELY.haha:p and she woke me up by yeling at me.like WTH!!!grab my phone and drag myself to my own room wanting to lay for a while and before i knew it,i was asleep.And i can hear my mum saying: "YA ALLAH!!!kakak ni tidor sampai tak sempat tak tukar baju!!!and blablabla..." and she didn't even bother to close the light which she eventually did but i didn't realise it..
So,now i woke up SUPER early.because i heard a crack which turns out i sleep on my 2 pin plug and it's broken.haha:p and the BLOODY alarm clock went out for today and i thought today is friday before eventually going back to sleep where i eventually can't and decide to blog.
Suddenly remember that my some of my classmate while be eating dimsum at this hotel for breakfast at about 11 plus am i think.And i dream about someone who i don't want to dream off.like WTH!!!and i am missing my boo...*sad face*..saw a pic of of zura holding hands with her boyfie and it makes me want to tear up..and ZURAAA!!!!hehes....

Kay.I'm done for this morning.;)

♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....

Friday 15 May 2009



my 5 year old brother's drawing.:)


And my sis just reached home.she act in a play at school till tomorrow.
Women wish to be loved not because they are pretty, or good, or well bred, or graceful, or intelligent, but because they are themselves.

Henri Frederic Amiel


Well,today i have a great day.As usual.Friday is my favourite day.Mr yipee class is never boring.It is always the most fun of all and will always be.
For today's blogging am not going to blog much.Still sick and i am drinking coke.2 times already today.I have a sudden craving for coke and i don't know why.Maybe because i want to make myself sick.I miss the feeling of getting a fever.HAHA:P i'm weird today.
Aniwaessss....supposed to go to haji lane for sheesha-ing.But is canceled due to the heavy rain.Pardon me.I'm not sheesa-ing.Just going for the sake of having fun and camwhoring and get to know my classmate better.So,instead we went to eat at cwp banquet.Conquer the whole table.Most of them are eating fried kway teow.I actually don't want to eat as my tastebud is having an OFF day for today..But i end up eating fish n chips.That's the second time where i drink coke.To summarise it all i LOVE my classmates.

Pssst..:i inai-ed my finger with henna...hehes..it is super red.Haha:pi likey.It feels like i am married.Haha:p random.am talking nonsense.And i have not done my rj yet..

Kay.I'm done here...:)

♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....
Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.
Robert Frost


I am having running nose.Woke up late at about 7.45am.Luckily my mum woke me up or else i would not have gone to school today.Already set the alarm yesterday but IT did not went off.BLOODY HELL OF AN ALARM!!!! haha:p By the way,my voice change because of the flu that i am having.I like my 'flu' voice...it sounds so...different..and ermm...nice...haha:p This running nose that i am having makes me want to sneeze,but i cannot sneeze...DAMN!!!
I'm the team leader for today for cognitive.

Kay.I'm done here..

♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....

Thursday 14 May 2009

Its not important how much love we had in the beginning,
its how we build the love till the end.


Gosh...i'm in love with the qoute above.So simple yet deep.Its true.It's not important how much love we had in the beginning its how we build the love till the end...Those who came out with qoute is a COMPLETE GENIUS!!!!

I'm feeling TERRIBLY sick today...my head are throbbing,i'm sneezing non-stop in class and occasional coughing...my eyes are sore...and my mum says it is because of my sleep cycle..my sleeping hours have not been consistent..and i think my body are going crazy already trying to adapting to my sleeping hours..

I am lazy to write more cause i'm having a headache...I can barely open my eyes...Just one word to sum up today's class...IRRITATED!!! and i'm missing him lots..hmmmm....

Okay...i'm officially done here.

♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....

Wednesday 13 May 2009

What greater thing is there for two human souls that to feel that they are joined... to strengthen each other... to be at one with each other in silent unspeakable memories.
~George Eliot


DYING!!!!!!!today's module is so so so DAMN-KILLING-ME HARD!!!! i do nothing except for facebooking and msn-ing..I feel bad towards the other team member..I try to do today's programming but it just cannot get to my mind.My mind are like opposing to the idea of accepting any kind,any type of programming thingy.It just cannot accept the idea that it is tough.It can just absorb easy stuff..haha:p random..GOOOSSHH!!!again..i'm feeling bad....serve me right...haha:p now facebook are creating problem..i'm halfway chatting with my indonesia friend and the server crash..BIG TIME... refresh it many times but still...pffft...!!!

Supposed to meet him today...BBBBUUUUTTTT....he got test tomorrow...soo....it is cancel..and i unfortunately cannot meet himm....although i am missing him like super bad..not going to elaborate futher...just that i'm hook on listening to "officially missing you" by tamia...just want to wish him gd luck dear for your test and assignment tomorrow..study hard and do the best that you can kay dear...ana uhhibuka...hehes...*blushing*

Class is supercold....practically shivering...haha:p
going to buy microphone for my laptop cause UNFORTUNATELY my laptop mic is not working...in my school's bookshop it cost $7.90...cheap or what?haha:p
i'm surviving on his pictures and msgs for the time being..been wanting to touch his head and neaten his hair cause he like it so much...ggoosshh...
and waiitt!!!am checking up on chicken rice recipe on the net...am going to cook it for him...finally!!!i remember about it.
kay.i'm done here.

♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....

Tuesday 12 May 2009

Love is found within. True love is when you find it within another.

Group 2 is having presentation now...Today's topic is about "Am i stable".Another boring science topic.I was like halfway dead.My presentation was damn long cause the faci kept asking questions.And it sucks.A LOT!!!..

Skipping that,i am missing someone.TERRIBLY.Its killing me.Just met him last saturday and yesterday i am walking around the house like one retarded person saying "ADDDDDDDDDDEEEEEEEEKKKKKK!!!!!!!!ADDDDDDDEEEEEEEKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! while listening to love song on my phone..my sis was like "WHAT?WHAT?WHY?" and i just laugh to myself and blushing..GGOOOSSHH!!!...i think cupid is doing his work...working overtime...he's on my mind like practically 24 hours..and i will laugh by myself when bathing and more....just ignore me when you saw me laughing by myself..

And my brother was sent to KKH hospital yesterday.He was having fever since last friday i think..Hope he get better soon..
And yesterday i have a fight with my mum which ends shortly after it started..I'm so emotional because of someone and i think because of my PMS..
I think my mum and sis are taking advantage of my good mood since sunday..As i am always seen smiling and singing my to heart's content...wakaka:p like wth!!Kaes...I'm done. :)

♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....

Sunday 10 May 2009




*will only be uploading the sunset pics*
So,yes.....today i am busy women....woke up at 8+ in the morning..Leave house at 9.30am and miss the bus.Watch my kakak sedare's audition at east point mall for anugerah...but unfortunately...she didn't get to the next round...seriously!!!are the judge deaf....!!!!:p then went to marina barrage with keela...walk walk and camwhore..Leave the place at around 5 and saw a wedding photo shoot...GOOSSSHHH!!!! i want to marry can?haha:p Then later meet that special someone at bedok...and he say i'm like a banana cause i am wearing a yellow dress...haha!!!so i say to him that i am walking banana for today....spent time together at bedok reservoir and see the sunset...Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...and we took pictures,joke around like a fool,talk talk,sing sing,camwhore.....talking and thinking about it just makes me have butterflies...reach home at abt 10 plus...he sent me till my front gate and my sis was like super shock!!!!my mum and sis was caught unaware..lucky my dad was not home or i will be dead...that's what my mum told me...the only thing i want to say right now good is luck for your upcoming test and exams dear...and i will pray that you will pass your motorbike exam....:)

special thnx to:***h**..fate have brought us together....
♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....

Thursday 7 May 2009

In class...and its SUPER NOISY and they are ALIVE!!! because.....it is MR YIPEE CLASS!!!finally i understand what the heck the faci is saying after a bad week because i get grade F for science as the teacher is such a BITCH!!! its the 2nd break and i'm eating fried mee cook by my mum.....presentation slide is done except for some minor editing to be done...mr yipee class is such a RELAXING one...and i am looking forward to seeing him every week...

I do the "how well do you" this person quiz at facebook..and i get 100% for nadia quiz...best2:)will be meeting sab today cause i already promise her since last week to buy laptop skin at my school.

Accompany my mum yesterday to the supermarket and there's this one point when i was laughing at myself...and my mum look at me and say are you alright...and i was like...i'm okay...then laugh to myself again..haha:p later,when i'm inside the lift
she ask me again...her face was so damn worried...so i assure her that there's nothing wrong with me...haha:p lucky she don't know what i'm laughing about....

So,i tell my mum and sis everything...well most of it...and yesterday my sis tease me till i was rolling on the floor laughing like hell..with her camera poses...with her pouty mouth..haha:p i love you adek....!!!many2!!!!!

stomach ache as a result of yesterday dinner food...i regret eating too much of it.Haiyo....
And i wake up today to a sweet msg from him the previous day when i am asleep..wake up to a bright morning,wonderful,sunshine!!!!haha..kay..i'm talking nonsense...

One more thing:MAS SELAMAT IS CAUGHT AT JB!!!!!YAY!!!!!!!!!!!I seriously thought he was dead...HaHa!!!!!!!!
cause he have been missing for quite a long time and everyone thought he was dead...and how the heck did he go to JB?

I forgot to mention you:Azura is my newest BESTIE!!!!!!!!!I love her good advice...and she's the bestEST EVER!!!...love zura many2!!!!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....
Seriously...i'm getting bored with my school life...not that it is boring...it is just that everyday,i and the rest of the other rp students are having the same cycle everyday..Example me:
-wake up
-go to school
-went home from school
-rest for 1 hr
-fetch my sister
-bath
-pray
-do rj,evaluation,mkn
-pray,iron my clothes
-sleep
how's that?boring right...i only get to enjoy myself during weekends by hanging out with either my friends,family members or cousins.. which..with the exception on wednesday as i get to meet someone...hehes...

so,lately,i have been craving for dickies bag and bangles of sort....haha:p am saving money to buy them.am eating sambal sotong which is so damn HOT... suddenly it reminds me of slyvia....hmm....haha:p
been addicted to First Time Ever I Saw Your Face by Leona Lewis...i am visualising our first meet-up at the bus-stop, which, though didn't turn out as expected,leave my heart beating again once more pumping love juice all over my body...It makes me think of the last msg...and it fits the puzzle...i just hope he's the one though i'm scared to make any judjement for the moment....

So,that summarise my day today...i want cheese tofu,hashbrown and jumbo hotdog!!!!:)
and one more thing,i miss kak mimi and adk kinson...hehes...and...HIM!!!

♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....
Seriously,i'm having migraines over the modules that are being thought...totally CLUELESS...and there's question mark on my head everyday and not to mention that my eyes are SUPER DROOPY...want to sleep but i'm wearing my contacts...so go and imagine..my eyes are super heavy that even a crane cannot lift it up...haha:p There's only 1 thing that will kept me awake...but that person is not sms-ing me now...so..i'm BORED...am in a so-so mood today...

My class temp is super cold now....i am practically shivering...haha:p
Doing quizzes on facebook as i am bored as hell..i do not know how many times i will mention the word BORED today...

And for that someone...sorry dear....i'm not eating heavy meals today..not in the mood...feeling guilty cause i promise you i will eat...

One more thing...my webcam SUCKS..i'm not able to webcam with aly...pfftt...only able to webcam with haziq and my adk angkat kinson....

That's all for now...

*and i am addicted to arabic language: Ana bahibak/ana uhibbuka to that person.



♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....

Monday 4 May 2009

I meet my sweetheart today....awwwww....sorry for making you wait for me...Anyway,you did and wear something today that make my heart just *melt*.Just want you to know that i ♥♥♥♥ you very very much...hope this will turn out just the way me and you want it....

♥Hey mr
♥You are my sweetheart....
Supposed to do presentation for 3rd meeting now,but am doing quizzes on facebook instead.For today,the quiz that i have taken is all true!!!!one of the quiz stated that i am a hopeless romantic which is so true!!!!!reminds me of my cousin..we are a hopeless romantic and don't get us started on talking about love,wedding..anything related to the topic i just mention or else...we will be imaginating stuff and we will talk about it and will laugh our ass out...gosh i miss my cousin aisyah...i miss all the funny talk we have...

miss aishah too...gosh there are 3 aisyah and aishah in my life...only different spelling....

today is a horrible day...i lost my ez-link card and i lost my thermometer...went to bought it yesterday but is out of stock..sms anne and it is ALSO out of stock...gosh...and school was damn packed because we have to queue to scan our student pass and get a sticker to represent the zoning whichhave not taken effect yet...all because of the swine flu..haiyo....and today i wear my specs as am lazy to put on contacts....

and finally i get a clarification of if it is sympathy or love...it is symphaty but symphaty can changed into love...haiyo..i'm so scared...
furthermore,yesterday msg farid..and he is super irritating...he encouraged me to call HIM...and i was like..NO WAY!!!!
and SOMEONE msg me yesterday...and he haven't msg me today...so sad:(

♥Hey mr
♥You are my secret lover...

Sunday 3 May 2009





let the pictures do the talking....will update more soon....
more pictures can be found at facebook...:)
its raining and i am thinking about you....

Saturday 2 May 2009

I think i need to sort out my feelings...Seriously..I am CONFUSED...
My mum ask me yesterday,if he were with farid and sabrina yesterday, would i come?I say no..I say that i will run away as far as i can..but deep in my heart...i want to meet him..just once..then i will go...I just want to see his condition from afar...i just want to know if he is still in critical condition...this questions keeps playing in my mind...just want to know if he is alright...my heart is aching so badly...i HATE him...but i LOVE him...how?Lucky later i am going out with my family...Will be going to marina barrage...hope i can be alone for a while and just hope that i will return home with a new set of feelings...though i know it is IMpossible...
Waiting for someone msg so at least i can keep my mind of things....
I never felt my heart so heavy like this..its like someone have punch me hard on the heart till i am breathless...kay enough nadhirah...

and tomorrow is azura's and somone's birthday...wah dah leh tengok movie R21 ser budak tu...and to that someone happy 19th birthday!!!hope both are you are blessed with endless happiness...and to azura hope you and your guy r'ship will kekal hingga ke akhir hayat....:)love you many many....:)
i feel like crying...and i feel so stupid....my heart ache so so so(million times) bad...it hurts...its like my heart is bleeding and it feels so heavy but empty...i don't know how to show it...all i can do is hug and cry somebody right now....luckily my frieds were with me to help me go through this...i seriously appreciate it and i love you all so much....hug me can?i'm feeling so so down...
one question remains unanswered..do i still love him? cause thats all i need to know...i can't find for the answer to it anywhere....

LOST IN LOVE

For every minute that you are angry with someone,
you have just lose 60 seconds of happiness.....


I'm feeling HORRIBLE today...my mood have been change in an instant when i heard about THE NEWS...Someone in my past have an accident..It was lucky HE survive...It happened during the last 2 weeks and i just got to know it now...I regret asking the question to sab's bf...but i'm also glad i know about this..at least i can pray for his health..Ask farid to send my regards to HIM if he still remembers me...I just hope that he is okay..And throughout my entire outing i couldn't concentrate...all i remember is HIM..why?i already have mixed feeling...Just when i thought it was over and it is time to meet someone new..THIS happened...You got me all confused again after all the things that had happend...And i DREAM about you sending a msg to me saying I LOVE YOU.
Sab says maybe i still love him...considering on the way i act...no matter how bad that someone treats you,you should not laugh at that person and says that someone deserves it...Maybe it's just his punishment for what he did in the past and i hope he repents...Like come on...everybody have a bad past right...
Told my mum and sis about it...They were super shocked just like me...and they both hope that he will get better soon...If i know it sooner maybe i can visit him secretly without him knowing and see from afar just to know that he was okay...
I just hope someone can fill the emptiness..at the same time i don't want to rush into things..like the phrase just go with the flow......

♥Hey mr
♥You are my secret lover...

Friday 1 May 2009

I don't know why...but i am checking my phone once every few seconds to make sure that my msg have been sent...I'm afraid of myself and putting too much hope....hmmmmm...listen to a thousand miles by vanessa carlton and alone by heart...:)n u will understand...
Oh my...i'm just so tired...Suddenly thinking of instant fried mee goreng...Yum yum...I have super weird craving at night...

So,just now after school had to accompany sabrina to go to giant at imm...I was so damn tired...But because she is my long long and my bestest friend i accompany her...what friends are for right...Furthermore,i want to meet my ex-collegue there...watson...haiizz...i sort of miss working there but when i think of the tiredness...nah..So,my heart was like pumping super fast..so excited!!!!A lot of the workers have changed....Only saw anne and cannie...I was like "HIE!!!!!!!!!!!HOW ARE YOU?REMEMBER ME?"i was shrieking lah ser..luckily the assistant manager have gone for lunch...at first cannie was like blur..then with a snap she was like..'HEY YOU!!!!and i tap her...gosh...i must stop tapping people already...chit chat with her for a while and exchange numbers...later my next victim is anne..she was at the registar...like cannie..i was shrieking at her and she is wearing specs!!!so different...chit chat again....she was having her morning shift and it was going to end soon...good for her...but her off days are over...pity her...and the aunt is still working at the kiosk...feel like going to her..but i think she will not remember me....

A lot of story to tell....just now have a long chit-chat session with sabrina...oh my is all i can say...patience my dear and i admire you perseverance and your semangat untuk belajar...u go girl!!!!haha:p
Gd news!!!!my aunt is going to audition for ANUGERAH at suria...i hope she will be able to make it....her mum,cancel her trip to balek kampong just to encourage her daughter to go for audition...
And and i almost miss the deadline to submit my RJ...i'm so panic....lucky...haiyo...lesson learnt:don't do RJ on the last minute...haha:p
Oh!!and i bought this cute eye mask at daiso...:)

♥Hey mr
♥You are my secret lover....

This thought has be occupying my mind for a while now.Does it have ever come across ones mind that one day they will be someone influential....