Wednesday 24 February 2010

♥i love you♥




1 month since we meet on 23/01/10.
My favourite scent of you:
*your favourite chocolate*
I love you sayang.Hope this last :)
.I just can't imagine my life without you.Hold my hand and don't let go.
Klah....naddy signing out...
Annyeong!!!!!!
*assalamualaikum* 

Monday 15 February 2010

♥kisah matsmart dan peaNad =)♥

AnnyeongHaseyo!!!!!!!=)
So many things have been happening lately.
What with my baby sister just discharge from the hospital....Doctor diagnosed her...and she was perfectly normal.....
So,will be bringing her to see the ustaz cause she is acting super weird lately...what with not being able to withstand the sound of adzan and any surah.....upon hearing that,she will start to scratch people and beat people up...and her hand was super cold....not like mine and the rest.....
Dugaan dari Allah my mama says.....But sometimes i breakdown upon seeing her like that....she said she was tired....sometimes she said like this 'dier yang nak pukol2,widad penat '...the question is...who is 'dier'? cause she have been saying that way too many times....
And it have been 1 month since she had last attended school......she missed school badly....=(
But i guess,there must be a blessing in disguise for what had happen lately.....
and thanks to my sygs for coming to visit my baby sister=) appreciate ur concern sygs....
and also....thnx syg for the elmo and buah tangan....=)
***
*Wipe tears* I just want to say how much i love you MatSmart....You are my love and i hope it stays that way dunia akhirat....I feel like i'm the only one when i am with you.....Departing from you at the end of our every meeting was not easy...I wish time stops when i'm with you.....
.I want you to be my one and only.
Moga2 Allah memperkukuhkan dan merestui cinta kita....=)
~~Amiiinnn~~
.Te Quiero.
Klah....naddy signing out...
Annyeong!!!!!!
*assalamualaikum* 

Friday 5 February 2010

♥I guess some things were just not meant to be ours♥

AnnyeongHaseyo!!!!!!!=)
F**K up with this F**KING laptop of mine....haiiyoo.....
Irritated sgt2.....Now msn of mine is creating more and more attitude problem by disallowing me to uninstall its content.....
Menyampah KAN!!!!!tkper2..ebuddy adr to save my life.....=)
***
This is the last post that i am going to post about HIM.
I have let go of him.Set myself free from this own made misery..
He is my syg.He was my syg.Now he is just a part of my life that i wish i forgot but i don't want too....
He is now just my friend that i hope i can share problems with....and with him doing the same too...But i guess things will be different.
I never know it was this painful.I cried on the way back home after visiting my baby sister.
.I guess letting go was the most painful thing of all.
But no worries aites.I syg you just as a FRIEND.=')
 And you called just now.You were having a fever.Oh how i wish i can visit you to make sure you are okay.
***
Tom will be UT3....and today is the last day with W34E....So sad.....='(
Haiyooo...why do we have to change class again?=p
Saturday....Here i come.....You are the reason why i'm smiling again.
But i hope you will not do the same thing like the previous did......
.Te Quiero.
Klah....naddy signing out...
Annyeong!!!!!!

Monday 1 February 2010

♥And you whispered i miss you♥

AnnyeongHaseyo!!!!!!!=)
First and foremost...my lappy is down for the moment....And that just spoils my mood for the whole month.....Borrowing Siti Aishah lappy till my lappy is Ok...Thank you many2 Siti Aishah!!!!I love you=)That lappy of mine have been having attitude problem this few months with msn not working and all....Haaiiyyooo....
By the way....yesterday was just.....speechless....enjoy every momet of it.....=)It was all that i needed....somebody sitting beside me...sharing kway teow and chocolate pudding and watch the sunset.....sharing stories....problems...and that person just kept quiet while i was talking and lend his shoulders while i cry cause my baby sister was in the hospital....Oh god.....
I donnoe why..but i get this butterfly feeling in my stomach everytime i think of that person....
Sekali.....hhhmmmm......if it is....and i HOPE it is....ammiin~~~
If i were to do it all over again..get hurt and in the end i met him....i would be glad to do so....
The rest of yesterday will only be made known to my sygs......
And...i just want to wish Zura's dad to get well soon....=)
And also i just bought a BRACELET!!!!YAYYY!!!this is to sort of replace my old bracelet which is lost....boohooo...=(
Upcoming test this Saturday...which me luck aites lovelings!!!I love you!!!=)
Klah....naddy signing out...
Annyeong!!!!!!

This thought has be occupying my mind for a while now.Does it have ever come across ones mind that one day they will be someone influential....