Monday 31 August 2009

♥Got a job!!!=)♥



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Grinning from one ear to the other=) I guess mum's blessing work.Will be starting work tomorrow.Report at the headquarters at 08.45am.Seriously...there's still this fear.Though i work before..But i guess as i will be posted to a place different than IMM,there's still butterflies inside my stomach.....
So here is how my interview goes...sweet and simple:
the interviewer(ti):So u've work with us before?
me:Yes
(ti):Which outlet?
me:IMM
(ti):Ok.I will do it as a reference and we will contact you by today.

me:oh great.the normal pick-up line u got after an unsuccessful interview.But boy.was it wrong.On the train home from esplanade,receive a call saying i will be starting work tomorrow.And keela was like CONGRATS2!!!!hehes....=)So i guess,the udang-ing trip will have to be cancelled.Haiissh...But nvm...
Called mama and i can hear my sis delightful scream in the background.The first thing i'm going to do when i get my pay is give to mama some of the pay.She deserve it as much as i do...=)
Early night,early morning.How i hate mornings....
Till then.
Happy fasting...=)

Goodbye my loved ones...Stay healthy&happy aites =).......

~~May god bless you readers..=)~~

*naddy loves you people*

Tuhan Berikanlah Aku Cinta

Sunday 30 August 2009

♥Movie.Movie.Movie♥



bee Pictures, Images and Photos
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It's Sunday!!!!Happy rainy,cooling,relaxing Sunday.Hehe...=)
Just finish watching Bee Movie at HBO...Me any my siblings were laughing our way through.Berry was super cute.It makes me wonder if a talking bee really exist.I want it to be like in the Bee Movie.Will be break-fasting with Sab and Keela at this religious centre.I just feel so...weird...Outcast to be exact.As i am not fasting and i am break-fasting with them.Hmm.....
Watched Arsenal v Manchester United with Mama and Dad this Sunday morning.Dad was a fan of Arsenal.And mama kept repeating that Arsenal coach was a Mr Bean lookalike.I found that old chap cute.Haha=p
Was supposed to have a movie marathon with sis.But only managed to watch just one movie.27 dresses was our choice.The leading actor was cute.His smile just makes me melt.Till then.
Will be going to Adelphi City Hall Level 8 tomorrow with Keela.Just bless me with your luck kaes.=)Happy fasting aites=)

Goodbye my loved ones...Stay healthy&happy aites =).......

~~May god bless you readers..=)~~

*naddy loves you people*

Tuhan Berikanlah Aku Cinta

Saturday 29 August 2009

♥Just another random post♥


.It just still haven't faded away.
Why?

♥Stop at red♥



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It's one week of ramadhan!!!!=)And i'm not able to fast.Red light lah.Haaisshh...So,currently me and 17-year old sis are snacking food while watching tv while mama is inside the room.Searching for kuih raya recipes.One word.CLUELESS Too wide of a variety.
And i want to work again!!!At watsons.I need some cash.And i'm willing to sacrifice my time for the sake of cash.Hmmm.....
Bump into Sabrina,Ily and Aly yesterday while accompanying keela to search for hair dye.Aly's break-fasting with her friends yesterday.So yah.Confirm pack at Geylang.
Just found out that my kakak sedare is 4-5 months pregnant.And hell!!did she manage to keep it from us.Hope its a girl again.Mesti cute like her big sister=)If it's a boy then confirm tinggi handsome macam bapak dier...Hehehe.....There's a rumour that she try out for Singapore Idol.But nah.With her being pregnant,i doubt it.Till then.Happy fasting aites=)

Goodbye my loved ones...Stay healthy&happy aites =).......

~~May god bless you readers..=)~~

*naddy loves you people*

Tuhan Berikanlah Aku Cinta

Friday 28 August 2009

♥Hey Love =)♥

Verse 1
Hey Love, don't look so down
I'm sure in time you'll find
what you've been longing for.
Hey love what's with the long faces
I know you're probably feeling jaded
Like love had faded away.
Pre-Chorus
Don't think for a second that you have anything to do with it
Chorus
So keep your eyes off the hands of the clock
Don't be so quick to fall in love.
Cause girl you're one of a kind no worries (don't you worry)
cause your dreams will soon be reality.
Verse 2
Hey you, I know it's been quite rough but your luck will eventually change. And you will love again.
Oh darling, don't let it get you down
cause somewhere around
your true love will come around


Just in ♥ with the song =)


Goodbye my loved ones...Stay healthy&happy aites =).......

~~May god bless you readers..=)~~

*naddy loves you people*

Tuhan Berikanlah Aku Cinta

Thursday 27 August 2009

♥It's Thursday♥



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Surprisingly,there were not a lot of dishes to be wash though it seems like they are.As much as i hate washing dishes,i have to.Of all the household chores,i like to fold the clothes the best.If only there were dishwasher,i won't mind staying in the kitchen a lot longer.But,with the oil stain that ,we, Asians used,dishwasher is just another useless appliance.It is just another appliance created for people who is lazy.Though dishwasher have not proved to totally cleaned the dishes.
For break-fast today,there were a lot of food than usual.I can say i ate a lot.But my stomach just doesn't seem to be full.And the Ben&Jerry ice-cream that i saw at Cold Storage kept creeping up in my mind,haunting me.
I felt like a housewife already.As much of relaxing as it may seems,it prove to be stressful too.Seeing my mum doing the household chores makes me rethink of being a housewife in the future.
My life routine have been the same everyday.2/4 of my day is spent in my bedroom reading books/going online.1/4 irritate my little brother who constantly watch the same Ben 10 episodes that he himself record at cartoon network and i think i am getting hooked on watching it too.And the remaining 1/4 to sleep.No life.I know.
Susan Elizabeth Phillips makes me think 'ehem'.SHIT!She is such a good writer until i dream of the storyline when i was sleeping.I want to be Annabelle Granger.Who wants to be my Mr Heath Champion?
My lil' sis proves to be annoying.She likes to enter my bedroom without warning and stare at the mirror to see her already
missing teeth and later makes me annoyed before i send her out screaming my heads off like one maniac person.She seems
to enjoy disturbing me.Like i said,she came to my room with no purpose,and purposely search for things to do when she doesn't seem to find one.I found that very disturbing.And the same goes to my lil brother who like to slam my bedroom door with no apparent reason.Just my luck.But as irritating as they are,i enjoy every minute of it.And i love them.Life will be different without their existence in this very earth.It will be boring.That's the end of it. -THE END-

I miss the moment when that someone kiss my hand.I will have butterflies in my stomach everytime i think of it.And it never fails to make me smile.And CRY.

Goodbye my loved ones...Stay healthy&happy aites =).......

~~May god bless you readers..=)~~

*naddy loves you people*

Tuhan Berikanlah Aku Cinta

Wednesday 26 August 2009

♥.Hectic.♥



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Woke up at 2.30 pm today after sleeping at 8.10am after pre-dawn meal at 5am....For this year ramadhan...i am the one who is having trouble waking up in the morning...hehehe....
Skipping that,i think i am in 'LOVE' with the book character,Heath Campione...the way the author describe it.....Ouuhh...hmmm...i wish i was Annabelle Granger.......
Will be cooking spagetthi tomorrow.....best2!!!western theme break-fast style...with a touch of traditional style here and there,with the porridge from the mosque a MUST at the table....
Went to supermarket with mama...enjoy every minute of it...bonding time...=)Mama request me to make kuih raya this year since i was on holiday...so yah...wait till 2nd week of ramadhan...and the kitchen will smell of butter=)
But despite keeping myself busy...there seem to be something missing...it's like a loop hole..and i don't know what...hate it...
Hooked on watching HISTORY channel...just like my dad...he's the one who started all this...no one seems to enjoy watching HISTORY channel the way dad and i did...How i wish i met someone like my dad....only i want HIM to be more loving and less temperamental...
Suddenly i miss my cousins in JB,Malacca and KL..especially Malacca and KL....haaiissh....
Okay..i'm done here...off to fry FRIED mushrooms...my fav!!!!=)

Goodbye my loved ones...Stay healthy&happy aites =).......

~~May god bless you readers..=)~~

*naddy loves you people*

Tuhan Berikanlah Aku Cinta

Tuesday 25 August 2009

♥Oh sahabat,aku merindui waktu dulu...tapi aku tau aku tak bisa.....♥



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It's the start of holiday people!!!!=) Finally...Happy holiday-ing to all RP students....=)
Oh my....What an enjoyable day today....Went to Science Centre with the 2 lovely ladies....Zura&Aishah....=)Ouh Aly....maybe next week we can go meet up and talk long2 ok.....=) I miss you already....haha=p
Hoping to go prawn-fishing next tuesday....Waiting for green light from mama......
4th day of ramadhan it is...So fast...=(
Enough of chit-chat..below are some of the photos(there's something wrong with my phone cam):
and some more photos at zura's blog...see the link aites ;)


♥I Love them,I Love W14R!!!!!♥

Goodbye my loved ones...Stay healthy&happy aites =).......

~~May god bless you readers..=)~~

*naddy loves you people*

Tuhan Berikanlah Aku Cinta

Monday 24 August 2009

♥Mute♥

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First and foremost...Maths was a COMPLETE sucker.I told you,i HATE maths....And furthermore,after comparing between me and my sister maths problem,i realised that all this while,we, the 1st year students are studying A Maths...No wonder i am so BLUR.Lucky there was my sis to help me.She's my SUPERHERO-IN!!!! hehes...=)
My eyes are all watery and my head is pounding super hard and i feel like crying already cause it is so unbearable....The pillar behind my seat saves me.....
But despite the migraines,met with aly and a friend after school..It has been EONS,since i last saw her....Only manage to focus for about 2 hours before my mind went completely blank.....So,yah...i'm ready to face programming....BRING IT ON BAYBEH!!!!wakaka=p
The Guy working at the HDB is so bloody fucking irritating...even my mum recognises him...and she says he likes to lie....Its like super true...One time he is saying A and the next thing he will says Z..tell me?which one should i choose to believe...pathetic old man....
Just one last thing..any good ideas on places to break fast besides zam zam?cause for the time being all i can think of is zam zam restaurant...ouh...i miss the MUURRRTABAK...and MEE HOON GORENG!!!! so the hungry already thinking about it.....

Goodbye my loved ones...Stay healthy&happy aites =).......

~~May god bless you readers..=)~~

*naddy loves you people*

Tuhan Berikanlah Aku Cinta

Sunday 23 August 2009

♥22 aug 09 terawih's pictures♥

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yesterday "alive" photo

and the 17 year old sis is getting infected...the bug had hit her...hmmm......

♥I want my carebears♥

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3rd day of terawih:Malaikat yang berada di bawah Arasy akan berseru,"Beramallah,kerana Allah telah mengampunkan dosamu yang telah lalu."

2nd day of ramadhan it is...and i am still sick...Am running a temperature..but still i promise myself to keep fasting....For the whole day i just did nothing but sleep,study maths and lay on my bed 24/7....am still in my elmo bedtime clothing...I don't even bother to go to the toilet...too much of a headache...
Got Sabrina and Keela worried...Sabrina was calling non-stop and keela kept asking to go to the doctor..And they ask me not too fast...But being a stubborn girl..i still insist too....
Only my 17 year old sis was being the 'alive' one..All are some sort 'dead'....laying all day and the house was super quite except for the sound of radio and my phone mp3...
Going to miss the terawih prayer's for today at the mosque...Haaiisshh...=( Yesterday terawih's prayer was peaceful nonetheless....it has been a long time since i smell the mosque carpet....hehehe.....
For UT3 tomorrow...i don't know what to say...Cause none of the information is going inside my brain....So just the best of luck...

Goodbye my loved ones...Stay healthy aites =)......

~~May god bless you readers..=)~~

*naddy loves you people*

Tuhan Berikanlah Aku Cinta

Saturday 22 August 2009

♥Oh Great...♥

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Malam ke 2 terawih:Diampunkan dosanya,juga dosa-dosa kedua ibu bapanya

Oh great..I'm sick...so does the blogger...It all started with my little brother which is then later pass on to my lil sis...which she pass on to mama and bapak...then now me...gerek per....I feel like vomitting...And my head feels giddy...Plus am having a gastric pain....Not a great start for the first day of ramadhan...See how it goes tomorrow...Got a test coming up...and my mind just can't seem to function....

Goodbye my loved ones...Stay away from me for the time being...U don't want the bug to come to you....=(

*naddy loves you people*

Tuhan Berikanlah Aku Cinta

♥Sekali cinta aku tetap cinta♥

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1st day of fasting!!!!=D Woke up at 4.40am...gosh..my lil sister woke me up like an earthquake-shaking so hard..Feel like smacking her.The 7 year old sis was the excited one..smiling non-stop....I wonder where she inherit it from....haha=p She says she wants to fast for the entire day....So just wait and see lah..I was in K2 when i started fasting for the whole day...and now i see some kids at the age of 8-9 years old complaining saying they cannot stand fasting full day....haiishh...kids nowadays.....
Will be learning how to cook during this one whole ramadhan...=)Want to taste my cooking?Kiter exchange makanan berbuka kaes..hehe=)
I love Bunda...Glad to have met her...Bunda is just so adorable..Anakanda misses you!!!!*grins&hugs=D* But i love my Mama more..hehes...=)Mama was busy sms-ing all her Muslims contacts yesterday...Wishing happy ramadhan...Mama nowadays are very hi-tech eh...hmmm....=p
Going to Masjid An-Nur today for tarawih prayers with bestie keela...=)Not sure if mama will be going since lil brother is not that well....Miss yesterday prayers..hmmpph..so just do it at home alone...No fun!!!!=(
And my roller coaster kingdom rate had increase to 27.9...yeay!!!am addicted to it...Mampos....
Was on chapter 2 for the book that i am currently reading...Susan Elizabeth Phillips!!! you just rock!!!=)Just the first chapter and i was laughing like hell...
Since school was coming to an end..decide to indulge in my favourite past time which is reading....Rindu ah bacer buku..so yah...
And i dream of daisies yesterday...hehe...sungguh lawar bunga itu...Can buy for me? =)

So...Good bye my loved ones...=)

~~May god bless you readers=)~~

*naddy loves you people*

Tuhan Berikanlah Aku Cinta

Friday 21 August 2009

♥Somewhere,its missing♥

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Happy Fasting People=) This is the month to cleanse our soul and also to forgive and forget......So yah...Don't forget to perform solat Tarawih kaes....=) No puasa yok2.....

~~May god bless you readers=)~~

*naddy loves you*

Tuhan Berikanlah Aku Cinta

Thursday 20 August 2009

♥Will never regret loving you♥


~~Once upon a time there's a girl who love this guy and will never stop loving him......THE END~~

Suddenly i have this thought.....
Is it possible to have and meet somebody who will truly love you?
And the most important thing that i learnt before stepping into a relationship is:
Make sure that person have truly...i need to emphasize again...TRULY let go of their past.
Cause if they are still holding on to the past..tell me..how will you know that you are going to receive 100% of their love?

Enough of love talking...It is just a random post....don't take it too heart...I learnt it the hard way...and it is just bugging me....It hurts to the core.....If you can't take it...Seriously leave......Please think like an adult kay darlings=) Don't hate me..Cause i will never hate you.

Skipping that....i LOVE MY BAJU RAYA!!!!=) its not pink...it's OraNgE....and the other one is GrEEn....will post the picture next time....2 more days people...2 more days!!!!Ramadhan....=)
Malam lailatulqadar....ku merinduimu......=)

And my throat seems to be gulping blood...not saliva....hmm..i wonder....
Nadia...my Purple CareBear....=)
I'm glad my friends are there with me....you will always be in my heart....I guess you are right..

Goodbye my gorgeous hunks and ladies...naddy loves you=)

Tuhan berikanlah aku cinta

~~May god bless you readers=)~~

♥And you never have a clue♥

The love that lasts the longest is the love that is never returned

First and foremost:
Science=Tough=Dead.....
So good luck to me aites...am prepared to see myself next year though i hopefully hope it doesn't....

Second:
Am asked to take care of the house and my 2 small siblings since my parents decide to go to JB to collect the baju raya....My eyes are super droopy...Its like somebody with the weight of 200 kg have sit on my eyes......
Supposed to be eating with a group of friends at don't know where...but they inform me too late...Was at home already when i received the call.....Maybe next time...Furthermore,i'm exhausted.....
Still no news....expected it already...but maybe its too fast....Lantak dier lah....

Third:
Tomorrow is cognitive UT....good luck to all....at least it is better than science....
Addicted on playing Roller Coaster Kingdom at Facebook....baogs lah tu.....
I think i am getting temperamantel because of the lack of sleep....
2 more days till ramadhan.....wweeeeeeeeee=)
and i can't believe that i have forgotten by dad's birthday....Ouh....a shoutout for you...
Happy belated birthday bapak!!!!=) though you are always mad at me and scolding me(hehehe) i still love you!!!!have a long healthy life...may u are always protected by god....=)


Goodbye my loved ones=).....

~~May god bless you readers...=)~~

My love for you will never change

Wednesday 19 August 2009

♥Science Sucks!!!!!!♥

~~And i laugh at those memories....Sweet but bitter....~~

AM STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haiyo....seriously....i just can't stand any more of science...it is just so confusing....am prepared to fail...but...i know i just got to try my best even though it had to kill me.....
The UT 2 answers have 11 slides...and it HURTS terribly just to read and understand each and everyone of the questions.....*yawn*
Playing roller coaster kingdom in the process....Facebook..i love you though you may bore me sometimes....=p
Nadia is my scandal no 2...I love you many many sayang....wakaka=p I'm not a lesbian..but i love her......Like you said..."psl why shud i love someone when he dun return my love back hor" agree sgt2....tu lah..aku dah ckp ngan kau...syg aku jek senang....confirm cinta kau terbalas nyer....hahaha=P
Collecting baju raya tomorrow at JB.....yeayea=) This year baju raya colour is PINK!!!!!=) and...ermm...forgot...hehes...2 clothes is enough....nggak usah banyak2....membazir aja....haha=p But true kan...Last year baju raya clothes still fits me.......
Friday...where are you????I saw you peeking.......

Goodbye lovelings....

~~May god bless you readers=)~~

♥Just plain bitter♥



~~Let me see through your soul...and i will let you see mine....~~

Why do i keep seeing people with that bag...???It's like,isn't there any other bag that they can buy...
Skipping that..today UT3 was O.K...just one wish...i want to pass all my UT3 and hope there will be no repeating of any of the modules....
Been craving for daisies...i want a red and white coloured one please....Love you..haha=p
Handphone are being such a dumber...AGAIN...it shut me off when i was on the way to school...No wonder mama isn't able to contact me....
Tomorrow is Science.Great!!i so 'LOVE' science...
Hoping for Friday to come soon...I h.O.p.E.... it will be,when it will be...tak paham tkper...=p
And mama just saw something...oh my oh my...lucky she have forgotten about it...danger-lah...*wink wink* =p
2 more days till ramadhan....=)yeahyeah!!!!

Enough of blabbering and chit-chatting....i'm done my love..

~~May god bless you readers=)~~

~~Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and the smiling faces. Smell the rain, and feel the wind. Live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams~~

Tuesday 18 August 2009

♥Laugh people laugh♥

CAN I??CAN I??CAN I???seriously...this people are being such a clown.....Tak terfikir aku...Thanx for the idea aites...Will never use it in a million years to come....=p

♥I belong to me♥



Hmmm....Asal aku balek rumah jek blogger buat hal....asal blogger buat hal jek aku kat rumah....amacam? What is the conclusion of this 2 premises? =p
Blogger sakit ah....sakit kuat kot...hehe=p
Now tell me...how do you feel when you open the Msn homepage and there's this picture of someone's butt??pathetic lah...This is what is written besides the butt picture:Let's talk about butt??I want Kim Kadarshian butt can?
And i found this INTERESTING article about Signs Your Spouse Is Lying...found this very very useful....can be used in the daily life too....should have found it earlier....hhmmpphh....
Supposed to be studying...but blogging instead....Nanti nanti boleh lah ehk....
I smell CHICKEN!!!!! mama frying chicken!!!!hehes....random...
Meet up with bestie after school....Sabrina Binte Mansoor!!!!I love you like i love Siti Aishah Binte Asmat!!!haha=p
Eh brooch samer!!!!yeayea!!!!eh wait tak samer!!!laen colour!!!haha=p ok...mepek....
Went to library to supposedly study....end up showing her some stuff and gossiping...mcm dah setahun tak jumper gitu...padahal bual kat telefon almost hari2.....Sabrina!!!aper dah...gambar kaki pon kau nak ambek...beraper bulan dah matair kau pregnant?LoL......
Again...meeting for today cancelled...=( Why?Why?Why?
Collected a vcd reserved by sister....irritating staff....why the heck would i lie to you???
Finally!!!found the book i always wanted to borrow...Match Me If You Can by Susan Elizabeth Phillips....Shrieking with happiness.....
Bump into zura&aishah at the library.....waving at them till i bump into the person opposite me like a 2 collided train....tulah...jalan tak tengok lagik.....

And good luck for tomorrow UT3!!!!=)

Enough of blabbering loved ones.....

~~May god bless you readers=)~~

♥Walking tree♥

Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.

Been feeling rather weird...i start asking questions more and more....Then maybe it is just because i am yunsi...haha=p a new word creation.....
Today's lesson is relaxing...SUPER relaxing....the previous faci is such a %&!@*....Who's with the attitude...? plain excuses....
Am so sleepy....But am trying my hardest to keep myself awake...
Handphone is showing attitude...Feel like smashing it against the wall...But...nah...Too many memories inside already......
People at that point of stage all show the same attitude...use the same words....Like...??????Samer lah tu ehk.......
Enterprise UT3 tomorrow....Ouuhh....Hmmm....Eating 2 milky bar chocolate to keep my blood sugar high.....
Suddenly.....0505?Why????My sis' birthday it is.....But....the event that took place.....It is still in my room somewhere hiding.....Don't remind me....Disappointed somewhere deep inside.......Don't tell me why suddenly it came coming back...like a re-run episode....but.....hmmm....susah susah......Same skolah...different age..different years in school....CONFUSED!!!!!!!!
Kan aku dah start dah...Menyampah....*slapping cheeks and forehead*

And cipi,please bring back my Teuku Wisnu when u came back from medan ok???=p
Facebook is being such a sucker.....
Karim goreng ikan garing garing letak atas piring....Haha=p

Goodbye my lovelings...I love you...and i MEAN it....

~~May god bless you readers....=)~~

3 more days till.....Ramadhan!!!!=)

May peace be upon you....tc=)

To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.






Italic

Monday 17 August 2009

♥Teuku Wisnu!!!!!!!!!!=)♥

Oh my...Yesterday was super fun...super hectic.....=)Met Kak Ita and Kak Shidah at yishun before cabbing to Orchid Country Club for the hi-tea....
I salute kak ita for the handmade cross-stitch frame of her and teuku wisnu name....
And didicazli is such a sweetie...an awesome guy with a big heart...May god bless you and your family....hope you have a successful career ahead.....
10 october,come faster please...and i need $100 bucks like urgently.....
Some of the photos=):
From the left:Didicazli,Teuku Wisnu(seeing his smile just makes me cair lah=p)
Below from left:Cik Abshah/Bunda,teuku wisnu,mo,dinda kanya dewi,iesya,rezky aditya
The bottom from left:Syarifah Meyda Assagaf,Kak Ita,Kak Shidah=)



At the library now...Studying enterprise with zura&aishah.....
Tomorrow wearing white as a whole class....Miss the class already!!!!!boo hoo=(
I want to go karaoke!!!!!!! craving for chicken ham &mushroom pizza lah deh....lapar....padahal baru makan kfc...hehes....=p
Puaser nak dekat people!!!!Happy fasting=)Mudah-mudahan bulan puasa tahun ni penuh baraqah and bermakna untuk kiter semua!!!!=) Yeayea...sembahyang tarawih....hehs=p

~~May god bless you readers~~

Chow my lovelings!!!!=)
DoReMiFaSoLaTiDo!!!=p
meh kiter nyanyi samer2....=)

May peace be upon to you.....=)

This thought has be occupying my mind for a while now.Does it have ever come across ones mind that one day they will be someone influential....