Monday 26 May 2008

okaes...just got back from my maths class....i want to tell my experience before i go to my night class.i was walking around cwp shopping centre,as usual window shopping and all i see is SALE!SALE!SALE!50% off,60% off....my eyes were roaming aimlessly searching for a spot to attack before i go and fax some papers that my aunt ask me to do....after that i go to more than words to search for the PERFECT diary...and i found 1...ermm...3 actually...hehes:)it cost $10.50,$6.90 and $14.90 respectively....and in my pocket i have $10.50 exactly...and i do the unexpected decision...a decision that i would not have made in a million years.....i actually do not BUY it..i am dying to get my hands on the $10.50 diary....but my instinct told me not too.....and i don't BELIEVE IT!REPEAT:BELIEVE IT!!!!!arrghh...okay skip the screaming part...
my next target is metro,but decided to 'drop by' at bata...the shoes was nice...but the price is not as nice as the shoes is..and they does not do any mercy to me...which i hate...my last attack is metro which i spend the longest time in...i tell you...the dresses and clothes was superb!!!the price were superb too...luckily it gave mercy on me....by the time i was out of metro i was breathless....my heart thumping,my brain is short-circuiting and i feel like i was about to explode...i 'need to tell somebody at that time about the fantastic sale' my head was telling me.and i walk around smiling like some crazy person cause i was super duper excited.i hate what SALES do to me.....and lastly i saw this gorgeous zebra print cashmere scarf for about SGD10 only!!!!!!!!!!!I WAS HAVING PANIC ATTACK....cannot put my feelings at that time into words....

lazy to type more....my mind is full of the words SALE and OFFERS!!!!off to youtube now....:):):):):):):)

Saturday 24 May 2008

i've been shouting like some mad women now because of 1 STUPID BEETLE.i was like jumping all aover my sis room and touching every part of my body from head to toe.until now i am still watching out for that stupid little insect.now:when i see even a small ant i freak out.the bettle kept coming from yesterday...:'(

ok...moving over:currently hook on leona lewis song...her voice are so powerful and she is from the reality tv winner in britain called X-factor or something.
its raining its pouring....like hooray??more to boo hoo....though it is raining it is still hot.things have not been good either for me.had a bad bad bad day....its like somewhat irritating and my siblings will cause the death of me...they kept asking this and that while i am relaxing and i'm always the one who must entertain them....its like s***a**..i feel like running away so i can be more peaceful for a period of time...i have been listing things that i wanted to buy for the great s'pore sale..so my mind set now is SAVE MONEY and three words that have been stuck on my head is SALE,SHOPPING,MONEY.those three wonderful words...awwww....and by the way david cook wins...i was like..what the heck!!!!waste of time watching american idol for me....david archuletta is way 1 million times better...so sweet,innocent and finally YOUNG!!!!i feel like crying when i hear the result and my sis and i decided to mute the tv when the result are about to be announce.and when finally my sis broke the silence by saying cook wins i was like shock.we were suddenly silent.and if we were to put a cricket there,the cricket will be the noisiest...

Friday 23 May 2008

okaes...update:summer is HERE!!!!!i've been dying to go to siloso beacH at setosa if my mum permit soo...can't wait to put on my sunnies,sunscreen,summer dress and tie up my hair in braids.oh yeah baby!!!its heaven...:)aniwaes THE GREAT SINGAPORE SALE has started!!!!!another OH YEAH !!!,BOOYAH !!!! and finally HALLELUYAH!!!!!!going to save up my money and go shopping...!!!!!OMG!!!!!hope the great singapore sale come every 2 mth....no wonder singapore is called a shopping heaven by most tourists....:)offers are everywhere right now and my hands are getting itchy to get my hands on the offers....arrrghhh!!!!i'm like punching the computer keyboard right now!!!!!SUPER DUPER EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday 21 May 2008

for my family,friends,cousins and anyone who knows me....
i just want to tell you that you are much loved and you are always on my prayers...you are all my precious darlings and without you i'm nothing....:)

Saturday 17 May 2008

so today i go to republic poly with shakeela.our initial plan was to go on a study date.but since there was an open house there we don't.the open house was not what i expected it would be.i mean it in a bad way...we just go there and took photos.since i was the camera freak i started the photo session deciding on the 'perfect' spot for us to took pictures.so we receive nothing else but t-shirt inside the goodie bag.and i donated $0.50 to the mynmar cyclone victim on the entry to the rp open house.the cam whoring was the most fun part of the day.my bff gave me a cute cupcake which taste delicious by the way and she made it specially for me which was sweet.:)i ate it secretly in my bedroom when i reached home so that no one can eat or finish my precious and special cuppycake especially the little irritating small siblings of mine.took photos and video while i'm eating the cuppycake.btw,it has cherry on top.:)i only gave them a tinny tiny part of the cuppycake and i finish all of them.

so when i reached home i am starving.actually not so.the picture of the cuppycake was on my mind and i having a bad headache while at the bus.i cannot read or see pictures when i am on the bus cause it will cause me SEVERE HEADACHE for days to come.but i forgot about that and get excited to see the photos that i had taken when suddenly...BANG!!!!it hit me.and till now i'm having the headache and i feel like smashing my head against the wall.when i reached home with ntuc fairprice plastics with beansprout,chye sim and bread which my mum ask me to buy i saw my favourite finger food on the table and quickly grab it.yum yum...i realise that my mum have not prepared fried mee which i initially thought she was going to COOK but later change the menu suddenly.

so to sum up my day today, i'm half happy and half sad and angry.i hate myself for being too sensitive and CHOOSY.when i don't like that thing or food i will never ever like it.my mum cooked noodles soup which is so not my favourite!!!!i protest by not eating which makes her mad,i get scolded and i ACCIDENTALLY shout at her but actually i intend not to since she makes me so mad and my head is pounding so to make my stress go away i kinda shout and cry..typing it now makes me want to cry.a few minutes later she soften up and ask me to eat,this time politely...which i prefer better than the shouting she gave me a few moments ago...i ate it.but only a small bite.i hate noodles soup which contains yellow noodles and kway teow.Now i OFFICIALLY hate it like forever...and i am craving fried noodles write now.i hope i do not die the next day while craving for my fried noodles.:'(my mother ask if it taste nice and with my honest opinion i say it does not taste nice.you must be true to yourself right by saying the right thing although it might hurt others.i don't like her soup noodles soup but i like her other cookings which is a plus point rightt?

in a bad mood.my sis just scolded me for pluging off her hp while she is charging it.i don't reply or shout at her.she was lucky today.i just continue typing and keep my mouth shut and staring at the computer.so thats my day today.

forget to type something.my morning was bad actually.my sis called my mum to inform her that she and friends received golden village movie tickets.i know she wants to make me jealous.seriously,I DON'T CARE!!!!my mum as usual nag at me and use that excuse that i must always wake up early as by doing that luck will it be on my side..i'm so pissed off as she told me this while i was sleeping.i woke up dragging my towel along and go to the toilet and i mumble to myself and i realise my mum was outside the toilet listening to my whole mumbling.and by the way last time i won creative mp3 while at the ngee ann polytechnic and by the way i don't have to wake up so early just to won the mp3 does it???DOES IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!????????????????UURRGHHH!!!!movie ticket?its not a big deal.it is cost just $6.oo btw if you are a student.SO LAME!!

and btw i like withdrawing money fROM the atm machine and i was like hook by it...hehes:)the smell of money is so nice....
david archeletta(if mispelled sorry....)went to the final!!!yeah!!!!!I LOVE YOU DAVID!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so step aside david cook.this time the 17-years old david is going to conquer the whole stage and win the title!!!!!

Monday 12 May 2008

today maths class was super duper fun as always.was always looking forward to it.i like maths for the first time EVER!!!can you believe it.the teacher change my perception of maths.as usual new stories being told to us.he is such a joker.and he like to chit chat with us.today story was about biology and many more.lazy to type.will miss him when he class finished on 6 october.he was the best 'he' teacher i ever had in my study experience.he changed everything.and he always cracks joke which makes it less stressful.
more stories....
but lazy to type.
i might as well forget about it.hope not.
so on mother's day me and my sis fry 2 pieces of ready-made prata.actually it's my sis idea.then i make nescafe drinks for her as she likes it a lot.the dish were completed with deserts and all.and she don't know it was for her.how good is that?hehes:)then we light up candles for her.the mini candles that you can found in ikea inside a big bag.my sis try to light it up.but fail.cos she freak out everytime the newspaper turn into a flame.and i turn panicky and my mum was laughing at her and saying please don't burn up her kitchen.and i was laughing like hell.my sis went to the hall to play 'ibu' song sung by taufik batisah.and my two spoiler for the day as usual was my two little irritating siblings who make the mother's day worse.fighting always.my lil sis actually named mother's day into mama day.and she asked if there was ever a sister day cause she is excited making cards and all...

write poem for my mum.me and my sis join heads to make one.it was long.but worth it.and my mum hug and kiss us both which makes me want to cry.but i control it.i feel bad for her sometimes.so here goes our poem:

your endless love flows,
like a never ending river.
you shower us with care,
like a rain that waters its land.
you shaped us from a chunk of mould,
into a well mannered human being.
your sacrifices,
have made us into everything that we are today.
your sincerity in everything that you do,
have made us wept as we realise nothing more is pure than a mother's love.
mama,
you are my heart,
you are my soul.
you have make us into everyhing that we are.
though we might not show you our love to you,
we always wanted to tell you that we cherished everything that you have done for us.
we wanted to beg for forgiveness,
if we have cause you pain.
you are the melody to our song,
you are our doctor when we are sick,
you are the spine to our body,
you are the pole that we lean on,
you are the shoulder when we cry,
last but not least you are our best friend that will always and forever stay in our heart.
we love you mom always and forever.....

Saturday 3 May 2008

haven't blog for a few days.as usual.LAZY.hahax!!!nothing much.and i am so addicted to curry'o from old chang kee right now.and have been craving for it like forever though i just ate it a few days ago.as usual everybody's asleep except me.during labour day i have study date with my cousin.last minute decision.went to republic poly as library is closed.so we walk there from cwp affter eating at kfc.my favourite fast food restaurant.am craving the crispy chicken right now...arrghh!!!aniwaes the study date was going on well until my mum called to inform that my sis had reached home but my cousin haven't.and got to know that she was secretly out with her boyfriend without her mum knowing as she was thinking they were still studying.okay,back to before that happened.i am happily taking photo with her sis and talking crap and eating lays and drinking large coke and 7-11 brain freeze drink while doing our revision and i was laying down and doing crazy stuff and we were the most noisiet 'couple' there when suddenly my mum called me to tell the bad news which my sis unhappy.my sis insist on me not telling but my mum sort of pestering me to tell her sister what happened and my mum finally asked me to decide and hung up and she says 'it is for her own good'.that is when i tell her sis and we were suddenly quiet and start talking about serious business......

too long of a story.will complete it next time.but i was shocked initially.but my mouth can't stop grinning and smiling though it is a serious issues.i always have the tendency to do that and my sis is like me too.hate it.

me and my sis started talking about being a pyschologist when we grew up.:)

This thought has be occupying my mind for a while now.Does it have ever come across ones mind that one day they will be someone influential....