today was a short day for me.everything went smooth sailing.nothing bad happen and i am satisfied.except that i am still on a debate with my sis about issues regarding dying of hair.she was always the one who is the last one talking and i am not satisfied cause i am the only one who ends up losing whenever there is a debate and i f***-ing hate it.will not give up.and while debating we were shouting like two crazy monkeys who is fighting over a bunch of bananas and we are going psycho.i was shouting so bad until i got to stop and gasp for breath and then continue on my shouting like a babarian and we stop suddenly like it started suddenly.weird.but it was fun.my sis was debating with her towels on her only.how 'glamorous' is that.i thought of tugging her towel and let her stand there naked and i will end up winning.hahas!!!!

today poa lessons was quite okay.i do not look at the watch as much as last week.this week lesson ends fast mayb due to doing of many practices.and i hate to say this but i actually like this lesson.

during the lesson my sis smsed me without thinking that i was in class.how 'thoughtful' of her.she asked me to buy for her mac chicken and when i arrived home i found her sleeping and until now she have not even touch her burger cause guess what she was still sleeping!!!!try singing to her cause she is easily irritate by my bad singing but that fails and i am freaking pissed off right now.only now i realised that she is closing her ears.wtf!!!everybody asleep.i,as usual was always the midnight owl.will only sleep till it is 2-4 am and wake up late in the afternoon.hahax!!!the tv is on and it is watching my dad sleeping.not the other way round.when i or any other person off or change the channel he will woke up and scold whoever it is and then continue to doze off again.weird but true and my mum was always pissed by it.:)

am irritatingly tring to create my own blogskin.and it is freaking hard i tell you!i don't understand why do need to understand html and all.so irritating and useless.thats all for tonite.!!

this is the video and a pic.and sorry if there was any grammatical eeror in the previous post cause i was practically tired...



will post the pic tom or the day after.

okay yesterday started badly and ends badly..my life can be supposingly boring and i am like dying.never talk the whole day cause not in the mood and is angry about what my sis says about me.its like wtf!!!if i want to wear tank top what hell do you care!!its not like its stated no tank tops allowed in this house.my family members can be so old-fashioned,not sometimes most of the time.their way of thinking is like way back to the stone age.like hello this is the 21st century!!!and no one bothers anymore about what you wear only idiots do that.

and yesterday it ends badly.my bro had bad extreme bad cough and have short breath and my mum says it could be bronchitis(sorry if i mispelled)and it was.cab to kkh and the fee was 16.20...hehes..mental note:stop taking note of those things.it just kinda stuck to my head once i saw something.registered to the emergency department and go to observation room 2.the same place where he is admitted on january.my mum was right and he was diagnosed with bronchitis.was given a puff every few minutes through this funny gadget.seriosly the hospital sometimes freak me out with their unusual gadgets.

while i was there my eyes was on the wild goose chase,checking out the doctors there.and i created my own manhunt nadhirah version which entertain me.there was one cute not to mention HOT!!chinese doctor which is quite young.he wear a watch!!!i am so excited!!!!i am so addicted with guys who wears watch.donnoe why..pathetic isn't it...but i like it.anyway i was grinning ear to ear everytime i saw he came by...i watch his every move like a stalker..:)i even check out the room he ws on when i was on the way out to buy hot milo for my mum but he wasn't there.:'( and there was this one time where he go to treat my bro and i was grinnig form one ear to another like a complete idiot and my mum notice it and she was like "why are you smiling?" and i was like stammering trying to think of a word to say...seriously why must my mum notice that?and i sort of laughing half-heartedly and say my bro is funny though there is no particular reason to say that.and my mum sort of take that though i know she sort of suspect something which i hope not.

and while he was atending to my bro as he was supposed to warded i was like standing there and quickly took out my phone before i forget about it and took videos while he was talking..he so cute even with his mouth covered.i was like practically drooling over there and melting.when i want to snap his pic he turn around and i think he know i am taking his pic..hehes:)mental note:chinese guys are way...hotter...at least some of them are.

registered my bro and after a few painstaking moment waiting at last he was admid to his ward.every ward was full.my mums wants B1 but it was full and that sort of make my mum angry and she was sulking when i told A2 was full too...haizz....so at last being admitted to B2 where it is very noisy...haha!!!pitied my mum...she had to bear with all the noise.

and after i went home,was super duper tired.seriously,i am practically running everywhere at kkh.felt like i had finished running marathon.so when i arrived home changed clothes,wash my face and iron my sis school clothes and after that hang the wet clothes.felt like crying as i was going to pass out at that moment and my eyes was already heavy and my whole body ache.ate mutton chop which my dad bought at beach rood.ALONE!!!!:'(at 2.00am.everybody was asleep.felt like crying.after that wash the whole stack of dishes.ALONE!!!and after grab some water take a newspaper close the light and head to my room where i read newpaper and by that time it was already 3.30am.decided to bunk in.and guess what?at 7.00am was woke up by my dad.i only got 4 or maybe 3 hours of sleep only!!!!!take my sis to school and this is where i end up.my life is like a complete disaster right now.hate it.!!!felt like skipping class today but don't have the heart too...i am always like that ser...am angry with myself..hmmph...

few words to describe today:CRANKY,TIRED,GET ANGRY EASILY,SLEEPY(need my beauty sleep!!!,EMOTIONAL(will feel like crying),SENSITIVE,DEPRESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!so don't get me angry or i will snap your head out and i will not tolerate any nonsense.will not me entertaining people today.not in the mood.sorry.will not reply any msgs.

hiehiehie...well i'm back...!!!!!my internet connection had been down for a few days or should i say almost a week.almost because of a wire which is disconnected from the phone line and no one realises it.how pathetic is that.So it had been two weeks since i first started my night classes at unity sec.the teachers who taught me is quite good though i kept looking at the watch wishing i could fast foward time and make it to 10pm cause i am easily bored.

so yesterday i had poa lesson.realise there was a new teacher.and she speaks with these accent that sounds really made up and at the same thime annoying and i wanna puke to the sound of it.she is just plain making it up.i don't care people with natural speaking accent but hers,if you heard it you can in once know that it is fake.

have this fucking headache throughout the lessons.couldn't concentrate on bit and feel like going home during break but decided to say in case she go through some important point which she does.but it is a waste though cause none of it make sense to me cause nothing is going through my head and i am going through a major blank moment.

and also there was this thermal fogging at my estate which is completely disgusting.Roaches everywhere and i have to be careful not to step on it.i was freaking out every moment seeing some of them crawling but mostly they are dead and SQUASHED!!!!EWWWWWW!!!!!!disgusting isn't it?but still got to go through that one hell of a moment.

watch american idol.kristy cook(sorry if i mispelled it.not good at spelling name) was out.she is so pretty!!but i like brooke,both of the davids.but i like the younger version better. David Archuleta is so young and he is 17 and i am going to be 17 and i was like gogogaga over him whenever he smiles:)it was mariah carey week.mariah carey had such a powerful and wonderful voice.no wonder she is a diva.she deserves that title.

and by the way i found this video on youtube which shows justin timberlake,christina aguilera and britney spears when they were on mickey mouse club.so cute.:)enjoyzz....:)

haven't blog for quite a while.not so many things had happened lately.except on saturday i went to sab birthday party and i and my bff aisha bought a big teddy bear for her and a pooh bear for her sis.we quite enjoy enjoy ourselves there.sab kept apoligizing cause she is not able to entertain us as she is busy with her other guest.we arrive at around 3.45pm at costa sand pasir ris chalet.help around a little bit.we do nothing more than eat and eat.after that camwhoring with my best buddy aishah!!!love her.she said oi am a camera freak which i guess i am.go back late at 10.15pm and my mum kept calling me which is stressing me out.i am also worried as there might not be a bus service as it is already late.though worried we goof around and camwhore in the train as there were not so many people around.i was the one who is the most playful among all.hehes:).luckily by 11.30 we already arrive at sembawang.my mum wait for me at the bus stop and i felt like a kid.SERIOUSLY!!!!

so yesterday i went for my night class which is maths.the teacher was quite funny and he teaches quite good and f.y.i i don't have any friends yet.there are so many newbies yesterday besides me.i guess i and another chinese girl from fuchun sec is the only girls or student who had taken the o level last year.

yesterday is also the first day for my friend aishah attending classes at republic polytechnic.she is attending biotechnical engineering course.
am so happy for her.

okay today i was supposed going to be directed by a bunch of 10-year old kid for a short film they are making.my cousin are going to act as ghost though she is the one who is actually afraid of ghost and i am supposed to act as an adult who is terrified of ghost which i am.the shooting starts at 2pm and end at 3pm.i'm so tired now.my brain is half functioning and my whole body feels like it need a sleep for a few more hours.i'm thinking of not going but i pity them.

i told my mum about it but she said she will call my cousin on behalf of me.and also later me and my mum are going to send my sick sis to polyclinic cause she is having fever and cough for a few days now.i think i am going to be sick.today i had another night class which is science.i hope i am not the only newbie and hope the people there are kind.anyway the classes are held at unity secondary at yew tee.

p.s:sab like the big bear that i and aishah buy for her and she kept sms-ng and calling saying she is hugging the bear.awww...so swit and nice of her.am touched...so happy:)so worth it.