♥senyummm selalu♥

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

***
Let us be grateful to people who make us happy, they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom.  ~Marcel Proust

***
Time do pass by fast don't they...Its Thursday..The fourth day of my precious 2 weeks holiday.

 Still in yesterday clothes...This itchy hand of mine decide to blog instead of taking a shower...
Dad will not be working till next year..So he will be home all day this week...
Bedroom is in a mess and my head is in a mess on how to clean the mess in the bedroom.
Skipping that,will be visiting my nephew who just 'sunat'...And furthermore,hoping to meet sweetheart of mine later today in the evening...
***
Grandma was sick.With a swollen foot...Took care of her all day yesterday cause she had difficulty walking around and was in need of the wheelchair to move around....Not only that grandpa just recover from fever the previous day...
***

And to that,last Saturday was a day well spent.With Him and my family.
Let the pictures do the talking.:)

The Rahmatsss....

***

Sekian...

.Diakhiri dengan

*assalamualaikum* 

I love you :D

♥

Im sorry for leaving you for so long and didnt meet u for sch anymore.. been caught up with stuff.. forgive me?

nawwwh..its alright...i understand....forgiven a long time ago even without you asking.... ;)

Ask me anything

Do u love me?

oh i sure do...with all my heart...:)

Ask me anything

♥in my heart♥

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

***
Remember, we all stumble, every one of us.  That's why it's a comfort to go hand in hand.  ~Emily Kimbrough

***
Monday.
Today is not my day i assume.
Overslept.Woke up at 9.15.The time which i should be arriving school at.
Furthermore,my head was not in its good state.Having headaches.
But since i do not want to use up my 'X' for school,i eventually turn up.
Though when i arrive there,half the class was gone for break.
To make matter worse,today's topic was clueless as usual.
Does not have a single clue on what was being taught.
And i feel guilty for tumblr-ing and checking facebook every single second of my precious moment at school.
But my day ends good.
Saw this cute just married malay couple with henna still on their hands on the bus looking at each other ring...
I was like watching their every move while listening to the I pod...Oh my...i feel like such a stalker.
My Sunday evening was spent with my little siblings.
And my little sister,after 2 days,already knew how to cycle bicycle with just two wheels.No help whatsoever...Was a happy kid.Showing mum and dad her success.
Congratulation little one...:)
And my saturday was great.
Let the picture do the talking.

I love you Mr.
***

Sekian...

.Diakhiri dengan

*assalamualaikum* 

I love you :D

♥

♥suitcase full of love♥

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

*** 
Friendship with oneself is all-important,because without it one cannot be friends with anyone else in the world.

***
Yesterday was like any normal friday.The only thing that is different,instead of going home after school,went to SSC with my 2 lovely ladies to bought my lenses and some household stuff.
Head to Rubinah's and treat them and myself prata,while Aishah treat us drinks...
A lot of storytelling was done while we were there.
Example gf told me that i was not good at lying..and if i were to do so,it will be obvious...-.- Oh my...And also they told me i had a habit of biting my lips when i was nervous...HAHA!yeah..so true..and the bad habit goes on till now...
Oh and how irritating gf were at school....Whining every seconds on how she want to hug her baby love..I was eating my nasi lemak ignoring every second that i could before finally exploding...haha...oh my..and she burst with laughter...Sungguh the major TSK!was giving her the "naseb kau bestfriend aku...kalau tak..." script...It makes me wanna hug someone far but close to heart....:(
And tumblr just had a breakdown few days ago...Everybody at school was like going berserk..thinking that school block our access to that beloved webby of ours...It turns out...they close the webby because of over-capacity...Just like love expected...And i realise how addicted i was to tumblr...and so do the others...Need to do something about it....
By the way...HOLIDAY IS IN ONE WEEK TIME BABY!!!imagine the happiness...i'm going to be free for 2 whole weeks...going to bury my head in notes if possible and push up my gpa..:(
Talking about school....I'm stuck on doing my Reflection Journal..12 more hours till the deadline...need to think fast......
Thanks love for the movie....I Love You....;)

***

Sekian...

.Diakhiri dengan

*assalamualaikum* 

I love you :D

♥

♥marhaba elbe♥

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

*** 

There is an inner beauty about a woman who believes in herself, who knows she is capable of anything that she puts her mind to. There is a beauty in the strength and determination of a woman who follows her own path, who isn’t thrown off by obstacles along the way. There is a beauty about a woman whose confidence

comes from experiences;who knows she can fall,pick herself up,and move on.

***

How should i start this off?

When i thought that i would be okay if he were ever to mention the famous "B" word.It wasn't.

I was trying to be okay.Lying to myself every minute of the second.

I am in a mixture of feelings like a yoghurt with different toppings on top.

An explosion of things that you want to say,to do but you just can't put your mind into it or phrase it into words.

Just great isn't it.

This is just a part and parcel of life.I'll try to incorporate that into my life everyday.Or is it.

Things are falling into a downfall.

Ingat Allah she says.

But still she finds it hard.Not to remember HIM but doing the things..things...Its a tough explanation.

Step into my shoes.And you will feel what i feel.

Its not about age ya' know.Its about how the surroundings affects us.

It can be on how our parents brought us up into too...

I was brought up in a so call half conservative half not family.So that is how it shape me.That is where i got my personality from.That is why sometimes..Hmm...

Had a super long conversation.

It was like a wake up call.

Just need to wake up.First thing.

Apply those things.Just act like how i act around my friends.More opening up.And confidence.

Maybe being to much of a "soft-hearted" person.

Like a situation which happen recently...till she steps on my head and take advantage of what me and my family had done to her.

Feel like screaming my heads off and just give her one tight slap.

But to do that,i am not too good of a person to do that to her.Am i right?

Its her choice.And don't blame me if i were to turn away from you dear friend.

Oh God...

In the end.I think the problem lies with me.I choose not to take notice the changes that is happening around me.Pretending that everything will be ok.Problems will settle by itself.

"Everybody's changing..and i don't feel the same".

Its time for a change.

A change.

Cause its not like what it seems anymore.
I'm 19.And i got to make my own choices in life,with my parents as my teachers and guiders in life.

***

Sekian...

.Diakhiri dengan

*assalamualaikum* 

I love you :D

♥

♥Assalamualaikum Cinta♥

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.
***

“Tonight, when Allah is accepting Duas, may yours be one of them. When He is forgiving people, may you be one of them. When He is showering His mercy down, may it land on you and when you meet your friends & relatives in Jannah, may I be with you. Ameen :) [via FB Sister]”

***

Butterflies.My tummy is having butterflies....Wondering what is giving me butterflies?While waiting for a video to load,went into facebook(as usual) and pretty much behaving like a stalker(who doesn't) browse through this particular person photos of her cousin,friend,kakak,adik(whoever that is) getting ready for nikah...those photos make me go awww like crazy and grinning to myself from ear to ear like one mentel kid...-.-' The photos was so sweet...*picturing my own version of nikah session..me in the bedroom awaiting for the akad nikah* haha...ok....stop

You see,last Saturday nenek slept over due to atok being admitted to tan tock seng due to his skin condition and leg pain..was interogating my nenek at what age did she get married.And surprisingly she remembered it...

She was 17 when she officially became a wife to my atok Karim who is one year older which is 18 years old.

They get married at my kampong which is at Malacca but migrated over to Singapore and change over their citizenship to Singaporeans which explains why  mostly my cousin are in various parts of Malaysia which consist of mostly KL and Malacca.

***

Enough of history session,school was becoming a chore lately.But trying my very best not to partial or skip school either because of valid reason or not valid reasons.

The understanding test(UT) which take 10% of our score was like seeing ABCDEFGHIJKLMN all over the screen....

Was lucky enough to manage to do some of the questions...

Insya-allah Nadhirah Bte Rahmat boleh!:D

I want IPHONE!!tsk.okay topic out..sudden craving for Iphone.....

***
My sister that i love very much will be completing her 'A' s soon...one more paper to go..MCQ!!
***
Lastly..not to mention...Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollows Part 1 was SPECTACULAR.Thanks love for watching it with me though you hate Harry Potter this much*(________________________________________x10)* much.
The trip to Marina Barrage was cancelled due to the weather...
Bukan rezeki kiter to go there sayang...Prolly next time okay...we'll enjoy ourselves banyak2 kat situ alright....:)) Everything that happens have its reason....
***
Sekian...

.Diakhiri dengan

*assalamualaikum* 

I love you :D

♥

♥ Friend,you are giving me one big of a headache.But i still love you okay.♥

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.
***

“Tonight, when Allah is accepting Duas, may yours be one of them. When He is forgiving people, may you be one of them. When He is showering His mercy down, may it land on you and when you meet your friends & relatives in Jannah, may I be with you. Ameen :) [via FB Sister]”

***

And so,today was a pretty tiring day.Though all i do was help mum with some of the minor household chores before i found myself asleep on my younger siblings bed.

***

Was supposed to study for the upcoming test on tuesday,but end up doing none of the things that i have planned since last week.Bagos kan?

***

Auntie from Johor came over .Typical  'ambeklah babat cik diah ni sikit'...And Sabrina just say i appear chubbier..So,which is which?

And my anak sedara was giving me a heart attack with those stories of hers.She was just primary 5!

When both me and my sister was her age,we don't even knew those things.

And my shoes?She can't even fit in those.And i was size 6.-.-

Kids nowadays...

***
Looking forward to this Saturday...Harry Potter and the deathly hollows Part 1...Heee....:D
***
Tomorrow will be a pretty hectic day...Republic Polytechnic at 9 am for little sister school's event.Alone till 1pm....
***
Just found out both grandparents are sick...Grandma have a 'bengkak' leg and Grandpa have a fever...
Get well soon atok&nenek :) I love you...
Flu season with classmates at school mostly having flu...
***
Sekian...

.Diakhiri dengan

*assalamualaikum* 

I love you :D

♥

♥New skin :)♥

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.
“Tali iman yang paling kuat adalah cinta karena Allah dan benci karena Allah.” (HR. At Tirmidzi)

***

So,just change my blogskin..Like how kids nowadays will say:"amaciam?"

Nice?

Am lazy to blog for now.

And 4 more days! :)

***
Sekian...

.Diakhiri dengan

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

♥Babies♥

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

"Kita masih muda dalam membuat keputusan,tetapi cukup matang untuk memilih keputusan"

***
I miss my honeybunch above.I miss my babies.Well,not practically my babies..but..i miss them.
The kecoh mak cik and her sister.It had been a few months since i last saw them.Well,after my sister finish her major exam,i will make sure to drag my sister along to visit them.And not just say "adik rindu lia..*inserting sad face*..tau2 die dah pandai lari..." but not doing anything about it....-.-
***

My 10 month old anak sedara...haven't meet her before since the day she was born...muker mak dier habes.Cute kan?Bile lah boleh jumpe die...
It have been months and months since i last step foot on my village.
More anak sedara's that i haven't visit nor seen before and some expecting.I think.
Mama!Nak Balik Kampung!:(
***
Sekian...

.Diakhiri dengan

*assalamualaikum* 

I love you :D

♥

♥this heart,its for you.Insya-allah♥

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

"The way to show someone you love them is to show them you care and you will always be there for them no matter what happens and pray for them, always."

***
Sunday.Ahad.
One sentence.Simple but sweet.
Perfect weather.Perfect everything.The only misfortune is TIME.
Time envy every human being.If not being spent properly,every minute,every second is wasted.
Although the time spent was short,couldn't ask for a more perfect Sunday evening with love.
Angin yang sepoi2 bahasa berlatarkan latar belakang yang cantik-nya,Subhanallah.
Sorry for the mix of language ok ;)
 ***
Am reading buku "Secantik Aishah"
Hoping to finish it by end of next week.
Qouted this from somewhere:"kalau kita miskin,janganlah kita cemburu orang yang kaya,kalau paras rupa kita tak seberapa cantik,janganlah cemburu orang yang paras rupa nyer cantik,sebaik nyer cemburulah orang yang tinggi iman nyer sesungguh nyer,ia akan membawa kita ke syurga."
Nadhirah Bte Rahmat.Keep that qoute in your head alright.:)
***
Anyway,cousin's cousin coming over tomorrow.
Miss that tall lanky girl.Dapatlah kau jumper abang kesayangan kau tu eh..
Hopefully your stay extended till Hari Raya Haji ok?
***
RP have been famous lately for all the wrong reasons.
First with the attire.No slippers to school or else you will be ask to leave the school for that particular lesson.
Second is with the student smoking at the coffee shops and void decks.
Third is with the killing of a third year student name Darren,school of engineering,Diploma in Industrial and Operation Management which turns out to be the same course that i am taking.May god bless that soul of his.
Bagos kan? Destroy the school reputation only.-.-
***
Lastly,school have been getting tough to cope with lately.
Modules taken getting harder to understand.Nevertheless,need to persevere.After getting thoughts to quit school and getting advice from love,i question myself and realize how foolish am i to have this sort of thinking.
While other people will be glad to trade places with me just to get themselves into polytechnic,here i am thinking of qutting.
Hardwork,perseverance and doa is all that i have to accompany me throughout this last few years at school.
Insya-allah.What is success without failure.If others can,why can't I.:)
***
Sekian...

.Diakhiri dengan

*assalamualaikum* 

I love you :D

♥

♥all that happens,have its reason♥

 

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

"Faith is indentified through outer appereances and hopes.Faith is that which is pure in the hearts and assured by deeds."

Do you have this feeling of helpless-ness.When you want to try to help this person,but certain words aren't just right enough for us to say.You become conscious of everything that you are about to say with the fear that it might hurt that person's feeling.

I want to help him.I want to say the right words to him and make him feel better.

But,i don't know if i can and if it is possible for him to accept what i said.

I don't like him keeping mum about this and not talking and sharing.....

All that i want to say to him is to have faith with himself...have faith in god..Insya-allah..

Do you know how helpless i feel thinking about how i cannot help you.....All that i can offer is my thoughts and doa/dua.

Just remember that every problem have its solution.

 ***

Sekian...

.Diakhiri dengan :

*assalamualaikum* 

I love you :D

♥

♥kasih lebih dari sekadar cinta♥

 

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

"Hatiku hanya untukmu.Kau adalah Sungai Nile-ku..."

:'(

Is all i ever manage....

Saya minta maaf.Saya minta maaf kerana tidak memahami dirimu.

Berikan lah masalah itu terhadap diriku.Aku dengan rela hati akan mengambil masalah itu dari beban mu asalkan kamu bahagia.

Please...just msg me.

Hati ni tak tenteram.Tolonglah....

Masalahmu adalah masalahku juga.

Saya harap dirimu ikhlas menghadapi masalah yang ada sekarang.

Sesungguh-nya Allah maha mengetahui.

Kamu adalah cahayuku.

Jika cahayaku padam..gelap gelitalah dunia ini.

***

Sekian...

.Diakhiri dengan :

*assalamualaikum* 

I love you :D

♥

♥i want to be your sweetest hello and your hardest goodbye♥

 

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

"I didn't know there was anyone like you.You were a surprise.When i knew i loved you,i was afraid because it meant needing you so much."

The last 8 days of Ramadhan.Time do past fast don't they.

Suddenly it was September 2nd.

Exams will commence next week.Stressing myself up.

Mum and sister says that i have the non-exam mode look.Which kind of stress me up.

***

Tuesday was a blast.Iftar with cousin.Its not an iftar to be exact.Just hanging out for dinner,since we both are having holidays from fasting.Last minute plan.Supposed to go iftar with her friends.But got cancelled due to last minute event and she was all dressed up and yada2...

Dinner at Rubiah,Sembawang.

It was good after not having seeing her and hanging out for zillion of years.Zillion of years=zillion of stories to share.99% of the time are spent laughing.Start talking from the minute we board the bus till we reached the interchange which took like 1/2 hr.Non-stop talking...and those banglas on the bus can't help but look at us with those face of theirs.

Saturday outing to Geylang with her again.Am prepared with truck loads of stories and laughters.

***

Nampak this lelaki?

Tell him Nadhirah Bte Rahmat misses him.

She doesn't want to be mushy but she feel like squeezing those hidung of his.

And also tell him:

I LOVE HIM

***
Sekian...

.Diakhiri dengan :

*assalamualaikum* 

I love you :D

♥

♥all i want is you♥

 

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

"In between those flaws,lies perfection...you just got to search for it"

I love Saturday.Saturday is sungguh the manis.Manis like honey...tapi honey lagi manislah.

A saturday spent with the love of my life after close to 3 weeks of not seeing each other.

Mr Abg cute on his notes which i doubt he didn't even notice.

Its the only time when mrt trips which used to take hours,took just 1/2 hour....:((

Oh...and i love his smell....the smell that i wish i could bottle it up and spray it whenever i miss him which is like every second of my breathing life....

Will be baking nutella cake within this week....if time permits insya-allah....and nutella cookies too.....

Mum was not in the mood to raya this year i guess...So this saturday,insya-allah will be going to Geylang yet again to buy clothes...and shawl to match it with.....Thinking of doing henna too....Most likely to buy the clothes at pasar Geylang...more nicer than those at the bazaar.....plus..its cheaper...Dengan ekonomi sekarang...kena saving-saving...

***

Sekian...

.Diakhiri dengan :

*assalamualaikum* 

I love you :D

♥

♥Mood jiwang ah babe....inilah isi hati saya....♥

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

Do you have this feeling when you feel like no one else understands you right now and you feel like the world is crumbling all over you  and you are now crush like oreo biscuits in oreo cake.

I will talk nonsense when i feel shitty.Like now.

I feel like a 6 year old kid all of a sudden.

And i start listening to sentimental songs.Break up songs.

After that,i will remember budak tu and how he used to layan my crap sampai pukul 3 pagi...till he tertido...

Haha...Irritating nyer budak...Lepas tu marah biler org letak telephone...padahal dier yg tdo....

Well,I miss him.Well not miss dier pasal...pasal...EHEM EHEM....its waaaayyyy over.....I miss being kawan dengan dier....,

Now u see....Merepek kan....Tapi siapa yang sanggup layan my merepek-Ness melainkan dier.....

But budak ni mintak kena tumbok....Asal break, sms orang...asl sms org, break....Pelik punyer anak...

Haiiyoo....Malas nak layan you know...Memang tk dilayan pon....Tapi kesian tu pon ader....Dah mcm my younger brother pulak dier....HAHA....sorryyy......

***

 Lelaki nie,tak tau nak menghargai kasih sayang seorang perempuan kadang-kadang....Sakitkan hati perempuan tu dengan cara sengaja atau tak sengaja....Lepas tu...bila perempuan tu tegor sikit...tak terima...Pelikkan....Bila dah kehilangan perempuan tu barulah tercari-cari....Ingat kita nie aper....Tempat puaskan nafsu ker...Ingat kiter patung...Kita nie kalau sayang...sayang betol2...takder maen2....kadang2 tu aderlah ckp laki ni handsome lah,macholah...tapi padahal...padahal...

Biarlah dier seburuk maner...perangai seburok maner....hati kalau dah sayang...kite sayang....dierlah paling macho....paling handsome...dialah intan payung kita...Dia macam anak kite...

Kadang2 sayang sangat...sampai nak menangis dibuat nyer...Sebab pikir kite nie macam budak bodoh gitu....

Janganlah permainkan hati kita yer....janganlah salahkan kite bila kite tak percaya  lelaki2 nie lagi.....

Oklah...But nonetheless,

"Ya Allah.Tolonglah hambamu yang lemah ini.Kamu sahaja yang memahami isi hati hamba,kasih sayang hamba.:'( " 

Sekian...
.Diakhiri dengan :

*assalamualaikum* 

I love you :D

♥

♥Ana uhhibuki♥

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

Oh today was oh so 'good'.

Spent hours in the bathroom singing "namun jangan engkau lupa" and "majulah singapura".

Yes.It was that painful.

I wonder how labour would be like for me in the future.Would i be singing "majulah singapura" too to avoid the pain.?

I think i would prefer my husband to bring dozens of cleanse water that have been read with quranic verse.Lagi mujarab.Insya-allah.

***

Have difficulties sleeping yesterday...slept at almost 3am.Woke up at 12.45pm.

Still in denial that i woke up that late.

***

Ramadhan this year have been great.Alhamdullilah.

Firstly:Spiritually...

All thanks to my mum,have start watching ceramah.I never realise how informative and great it was.

I learn a lot of thing.And one of them was about love.

I now learn that love is not just about loving.There is more to love than just love itself.

I learn how to Love Allah first before others.And with that,i have found this peace within myself that i have been searching all this while.All those insecurities.I'm learning how to cope with it.I learn how to love with all my heart in a different kind of way.I just wish that this love that i am going to give to this particular person will be accepted by HIM.If it's not meant to be,then it's not meant to be.I'm not going to be like those old times where i would cry and be in a depression mode for what i feel for the rest of my life.

What accompany my love for him is doa.Doa that he will be there to accompany me not only till death.But also during afterlife.

Doa that he will be happy even if he is planning his future without me in it.Haha...

Insya-allah.Amiinnn~~

And i'm saying this bukan nak minta simpati eh....:)

 Secondly:Relationships with mum have been better.Spending time and disturbing her more in the kitchen.And with that,i have learn to cook quite a few dishes.

Thirdly:Dad have been quite a help.Helping mum to wash the dishes.Awww...so the manis.Nak aku carik laki macam gitu.

Like research shows:Women tend to choose someone who is more or less the same like her father.

101% true.At least it was...to me.Only one thing that  i wish to change about him was for him to show his love more and not just keep it to himself.

Other than that,one thing i love most about him,is his agama wise.That's the NUMBER 1 thing.I miss those days when we pray together and he become the imam.

Oh how i love him,only god knows.

***

Just have a chat with sis yesterday about how BORING i was.And when i mention about it,she already know where i was heading.Tsk.Am i that predictable...I guess so...after spending 18 years with me.

***

Okay dah.

 Bye.

*assalamualaikum* 

I love you :D

♥

♥its friday♥

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

H-o-r-r-i-b-l-e.

HORRIBLE sunking feeling.Tsk.

Okay dah.

 Bye.

*assalamualaikum* 

I love you :D

♥

♥ I miss you, love♥

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

Its WET-nes day...cause its raining.

Whenever it rains in the morning,i have issues.I will start to moan and the issues will start.

Issues with my Bed.Issues with myself.

Issues with bed as the bed won't allow me to go off.

Issues with myself as i would be lazy to go to school and will be dragging my feet..like every single day...only this time..it is heavier....

Nonetheless,fire drill at school today.
Almost more than a quarter of the students "cabot".It was funny seeing the school authority chasing the students like mad dogs.
***
Reach home early today.Clean the bedroom and eat maggi cup while watching tv.
Mio tv was OK..no good enough only because there was no "Cinta Fitri" drama
 there.BOOO~~~what a waste.Hook on watching anything wedding-related nowadays.
And i suddenly want a son in the future.Baby boy is super cute.So random.Haiishh....
Miang.Gatal.Tak Sabar nak kahwin.That is what my sis and mom told me.Tsk.
This is what i had planned for the future:Finish school.Work.Get married.Have kids.Become a good housewife.
Tadaaa!!!Oh boy....-.-
***
Today's dish was lemak cili padi ayam.Favourite dish of all.Nothing beats it.Simple to cook.Can cook with one eye close.I want to teach my future husband to cook this.:D I'm a descendant of malacca people.And we malacca-NS like dish wish is BER-lemak.
Sis and me always fantasize that our ancestors are Hang Tuah.Till now.Lame.I know.But we just can't help it.HAHA...:p
***
Love is sick.And i'm sick too.
Worried sick thinking about him that is.
I bought him his favourite chocolate.Feel like flying over to his house and gave him the chocolate.:)
***
Sheng Siong supermarket already prepare for Hari raya.How i know?
It is by placing all the butter,bottle of essence,flour and so many baking stuff at the front door.
And i feel like grabbing all the stuff and bake.
***
Lastly...Do i look so young?Not that it is a bad thing.
Well,there is this insurance person promoting about their company and stuff.
He ask how old am i.And i said that i am turning 19 this year.And he laugh. yes.HE LAUGH.-.-
As though it was a joke.Keep my cool and just smile.Pathetic.
I look older with my "tudung" on.But,without the tudung i look like god-knows-how-old-he-think-i-am.
TIll then.
Bye.Bye. :)

*assalamualaikum* 

I love you :D

♥

♥My-day,moan-day,monDay♥

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

 

Its My-Day today...and i feel like painting rainbows and sunshine all over the gloomy Singapore.

It's the 2nd last week of school with 2 days of classes only next week.

A great day to start the day with,with a 'great' facilitator.When everything was going good, someone or something just had to spoil it.And i don't understand a single thing about today.Prim's and Kruskal's algorithm.

Oh well.Take one step at a time.

 And this is what i did during the first study break.

Tortilla with extra ham and cheese for today.

Bye. :)

*assalamualaikum* 

I love you :D

♥

♥CUPCAKES,I should call you Mr Cuppycakes♥

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

Annyeong Haseyo people.....:)    
Sunday.S-U-N-D-A-Y.It just had to be Sunday.
Should be off to JB today,but it just had to be cancelled.For the third time which kind of piss me off,but maybe it was just God way of showing.."Its not the perfect time to go there" yet.
Nonetheless,last week of school as of tomorrow.Grinning from ear to ear.Y-A-Y!!After 15 torturing and stressful weeks,i hope next semester will be a better one and not to mention 3-4 weeks of holiday.
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Ramadhan Al-Mubarak is around the corner.And all people could mention about,was Hari Raya.Puasa belom,dah cakap pasal hari raya.Tsk3....
Ramadhan=Waking up 5 am in the morning=Terawih prayers with sis,mum and my friend Shakeela=Henna tattoo on hand.
Oh so good.Few more days...Lesser than 2 weeks to be exact..Hopefully it will be a fruitful one.
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By the way,Saturday was good.Went to the gym with love and bff.Oh i so miss both of them pretty much that i feel like pinching their noses and giving them my favourite bear hugs.:D
So,went there with the aim of flatting my oh so BUN-cit stomach.Love was looking hot&sexy with those shorts on...HAHA...
Saw my cousin there.He don't even recognise me.Tsk.-.- Want to approach but was having second thoughts,cause at second glance he looks like a chinese.Till now,he have yet to accept my request at FB.
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Lately having cravings of all sorts.Mcm orang mengandong.I know.Craving for stuff like chocolates and soups.
Oh cupcakes and cookies,let me bake you this coming august alright.With love,peaNad.:)
That's all that i could think of for the moment.Should be updating more often.Give me topics to talk about.
I need i-n-s-p-i-r-a-t-i-o-n-s.
I want my mushroom soup.And Raihan songs is on my playlist for quite a while now.
Ok bye.
Toodles.:D
 Annyeong!!!!!!

*assalamualaikum* 

I love you :D

♥

♥I miss you♥

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

Annyeong Haseyo people.....:) 
Blog is practically dead.Who read it anyway.Practically ranting and complaining and pouring all my heartfelt story all to myself and indulge in self pity.
Skipping that,dragging myself to school today.Raining super heavily.The bed was calling me back to continue on the affair since it was raining.Watching my sister who was sound asleep besides me kill me big time.
Arrive school late due to the bus.The bus driver seems to be driving at a speed of  20km/h or something since on the opposite bus-stop,3 bus have pass by,but none on the side that i was waiting.By the time the bus arrive,there were a handful of people rushing in.Typical Singaporeans.All want seats only.Like will die only if they have no seats.-.-"
Skipping that,late penalty was not impose today since it was raining way too heavily till it causes fllood.Tsk3...Almost half the class was late.Including me.So,was lucky this time.
Met my dear childhood bestfriend after school and went to her house to chill with the other 2 since it had been eons since we met.All 4 of us together.It was a great time spent.Love them much.
 Played with Azliq.my new boyfriend.So the cute.Saliva was drooping everytime.Oh how i wish my brother was a baby again....Smiling everytime i talk.Love his reflection.Very the vain ah this baby.Just like my baby niece.Had a great conversation...cooing almost half of the time.Want to talk lah this baby.
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Have a surprise when i reach home.Saw an UNusual sandal outside.Went inside and saw my mom sister.She just make my day.Run to her and hug her and kiss her,forgetting she was eating.-.- She's like the only aunt that would understand me since she helped my mum take care of both my sister and me.
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Enough of that.HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR DARLING BABE SITI AISHAH BINTE ASMAT.I LOVE YOU!!!!!may your days are blessed.

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Klah....naddy signing out....
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My tumblr=My diary
  Annyeong!!!!!!

*assalamualaikum* 

I love you :D

♥

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

Annyeong Haseyo people.....:) 

"You know, it’s been said that we just don’t recognize the significant moments in our lives while they’re happening. That we grow complacent with ideas or things or people, and we take them for granted, and it’s usually not until that thing is about to be taken away from you, that you realize how wrong you’ve been, that you realize how much you really need it, how much you love it."

Good evening....:) Here goes...I want to blog....But all i have are empty ideas on what topic to pen down....That's why the blog have been so empty lately....So...

#1:School is out for 2 weeks.

#2:Be sure to eat 3 meals per day.Eat even though not hungry......

#3:Cousin from JB coming over on the 5th of June....

#4:Mama's 40th bdae....The big 4....heeee=)
#5:Been wanting to go fishing......

This is all for June.Nothing interesting so far except can't wait for Mama to celebrate her big 4....

Find me at tumblr...Pictures speaks better than words....

 Klah....naddy signing out....

Annyeong!!!!!!

*assalamualaikum* 

I love you :D

♥

Do u still love me?

do i still need to tell? you should know the answer....;)

Ask me anything

nad, is ur blog dead??

sort of lah...but will be activating it back soon.....;)

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bile aku nak dpt kad jemputan dari kau? craving for nasi minyak y'knw! hahahaha^^ imy!

hahaha=p tunggu jeklah eh my dear...kalau adr jodoh aku ngan dier kahwen lah aku....doakan lah kaes:D

Ask me anything

♥and i miss those kisses on my forehead♥

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

Annyeong Haseyo people.....:) 
Chal ji-nae-shŏ-ssŏ-yo people?

Been feeling sick for the past 1 week.Gosh..my voice is super sexy now...

High fever which started off with 37.5 and later jumped to 38.7 due to my constant coughing.Was shivering super badly.And those water feel like needles being poured on my leg.Been asked to drank cooling water which work wonders for a while.

I swear i thought i was having H1N1....cause i have been having fever since last Saturday.

And the temp went up& down like merry go round.My chest hurts from all the coughing.Am so vulnerable lah....My immune system is very the low....

Skip school with mc for 4 days.Super bad kan?

And now my syg is having flu.....Kesian dier...

Suppose to meet up today but because i'm sick,postpone to tom.....

Feel bad for cousin cause i have to constantly cancel our date together.....Maybe not the time to meet up yet......

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And school was ok i guess.....especially thursdays and fridays...=)

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Klah....naddy signing out....

Annyeong!!!!!!

*assalamualaikum* 

I love you :D

♥

♥rainy days♥

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

Annyeong Haseyo people.....:) 
Chal ji-nae-shŏ-ssŏ-yo people?

Tomorrow is the day...new year...new class,new friends....Start of school....

Start of school = High amount of food spending...:) which is good for me cause i want to tembam myself up....

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My laptop is finally okay after it had been reformat....4 hours of waiting...worth it...no more windows vista for me....very the happy....:D

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It's tough...but i know i had to accept it....Hope it will make things better....feeling down these few days....

and i just need someone..Oh azura!!!!!! :'(

Why do people change?
I need a bundle of crazy potatoes with lots and lots of cheese....LONG JOHN SILVER!!!I NEED YOUR FOOD!!!!!!!!!:(
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Klah....naddy signing out....

Annyeong!!!!!!

*assalamualaikum* 

I love you :D

♥

♥Oh,i love those little droplets of rain.....♥

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

Annyeong Haseyo people.....:) 
Chal ji-nae-shŏ-ssŏ-yo people?

Starting off with this cute picture i found on tumblr...make sure laugh many2 tau...:

hehehe.....cute kan?

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 Starting off....grandma have been having sleepover in my house since my grandpa was sent to the hospital due to light stroke till one of his legs cannot move.

Nenek have accidentally been my *bantal pelok*  when i forgot that she was beside me sleeping.2 times in a row..and yesterday was my turn to be treated like a *bantal pelok* with the only difference i was a stick size *bantal pelok* .Sungguh the takder isi.She was squeezing my paha like she was squeezing limau purut....Hehehe=p Betol...tak bedek...mcm molesting gitu....But she was my nenek kan...so..i just be a good grandaugther by keeping myself quiet,even if it means getting my thigh squeeze.....

Atok will be discharge today...He is super cute when he calls....he imitades a girl voice wehenever me or my siblings answered the call....Sumpah i really thought it was a girl calling....Atok atok...tsk3....=p

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Craving for cheese hotdog,cheese fries,roti cheese....anything CHEESE!!!i want CHEESE!!!!*bangs hand on the table*

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Today will be visiting my anak sedare yg tak tau beraper bulan tu...Your name so hard to pronounce lah girl....Sorry klau auntie forgot ur name.....mintak ampun beribu kali ampun yer...:)

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And lastly...finishing off before i go goreng my chicken frranks and watch "whose wedding is it anyway?" kat tv....you want to know what i mimpi?I mimpi of harry potter....Use to be a big giler2 fan of his...But..unfortunately the love for him dies....Ni mimpi sal harry potter confirm psl i i play harry potter game before bed....
And you!!you!!!youu!!!youu!!!!
I know who wins!!!=) Undertaker menang!!!!
Habeslah ur kwn tu......Triple H takder kwn lagik....=p

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Klah....naddy signing out...sorry for the merepek-ness post today....

Annyeong!!!!!!

*assalamualaikum* 

I love you :D

♥

♥kelong fishing:)♥

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

Annyeong Haseyo people.....:) 
How are you? I'm fine...thank you...=p
Almost 2 weeks my dear and counting.Hopefully this will last.
"Like we say Kiter, manusia merancang,ALLAH yang tentukan"
So hopefully.Pray hard aites.:)
Btw,take care upon your journey to the kelong with ur dad and abg.Wear lifejacket okaes..
Don't make me risau.Or else you will receive those same text messages that i send you 4 plus in the morning like on thursday morning. Sayang you...:)
Go catch some big fishes for me and our children.Haha..ok...Dreaming jek ehk.Catch some big fishes
that you promise my mum.Berbual ngan mama tak bilang ehk...=p
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Hate-hate relationship with the laptop.Attitude problem ah this laptop.Debik kang.You see now i need to reformat the com.Menyusahkan.com
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Yesterday shopping outing with keela was great great and great.Went gugu gaga upon reaching there.
Satu bugis kalau boleh dier nak borong.Thanks for the belt aites:-) I wanna go shopping with you again lah my dear.I love you too.....
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It was unexpected.Nevertheless have a good laugh over 'things'...english..keling...you make me pening ah seriously.haha=p Reminiscing those stuff was weird but "......".Last long with your princess...:) And thanks for the wishes.Sayang ah kau....KWN jek ehk....
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And i past all my module for semester 2.YAYYY!!!WWWOOOHHOOOO!!!!:D
Alhamdullilah...Shaking upon checking the result....sejok satu badan...kay...nie melebih...
Retaking science for sem 1...all thanks to the stupid faci....>:(  marah nie marah....
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BESOK SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!:D
U know what that means...
Alah...senang you be my jiran kaes....
Asek meet at the secret tunnel jek....=p
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Klah....naddy signing out...  

Annyeong!!!!!!

*assalamualaikum* 

I love you :D

♥

♥And when i see you again♥

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

15 March sayang.
Surprise Surprise.....:D
Hope everything goes as plan.... 
Tú eres mi cuento,mi uno y sólo
Klah....naddy signing out... 
Annyeong!!!!!!

*assalamualaikum* 
I love you :D
♥

♥Tooth ache♥

AnnyeongHaseyo!!!!!!!=)

All the sleepless nights.All the crying[:'(((ARRGGHH].All the heartache....[

Haha....Been wanting to extract it....but parents says no.So no is the answer.And now..my head is in throbbing pain all because of one baby wisdom tooth growing...cause she can't wait to become an adult....she bring her friend along....and her friend bring another friend along...so it equals to three :) Best kan?-.- She doesn't want to be a loner...Aaawww....and my lips are cracking big time.So the kasar.Bleeding,on some occasions.And also one small ulcer.Small one.Lucky.Badan panas lah agak nye...haiyooo....
All of that sums up to one big headache.
Have been guilty lately....cause i have been doing nothing these but sleep sleep and zzzzz....as i feel tired super easily these few days......
Coming red soon.But still haven't yet.And it is contributing to my stomach pains,headaches,sleepiness and so much more....
Despite that, my weekends have been wonderful thanks to my two Sayangs.... :D
Went outing with cuzzie to geylang of all places cause she want to shop for headscarf.....But still....Super gerek...Imagine..12-5...just at pasar geylang alone...For lunch had almost the same food, with me ordering sop kambeng with bread as side dish...teramat sedap lah sgt2.....the sop kambeng...is super good...a must try when going to pasar geylang...But the so not good side about it is...too oily.....Despite that....I just 'bedal' the soup alone cause cuzzie was worried about the amt of oil content.....
Bought skirt,headscarf and one punjabi top which is too big for me but i just bought it cause it is on sale for $5....-.-.And cuzzie spent 100 bucks just on headscarf which suprised both of us at the end of the day.
Planning on sleepover soon at her house due to the holidays.....Those sleepover promises which was always postpone till we are both not free anymore...-.-.So....this  sleepover is a MUST.
Many problems pop out these few days due to some misunderstanding....which is too...causing a headache.
And i don't want this misunderstanding to cause anymore problem and destroy the bond we once had.....

Klah....naddy signing out...

Annyeong!!!!!!
*assalamualaikum* 

I love you :D

♥

♥i love you♥

1 month since we meet on 23/01/10.

My favourite scent of you:

*your favourite chocolate*

I love you sayang.Hope this last :)

.I just can't imagine my life without you.Hold my hand and don't let go.

Klah....naddy signing out...

Annyeong!!!!!!
*assalamualaikum* 

♥