bad day ahead...

my mum had been treating me like a maid by asking me to wash the dishes all the time..she is taking advantage of me and i would like to run from my home which is now like a hell to me with i trap in helplessly with no where to go...that bloody biatch had been making my temperature rising...i feel like bursting already....somebody please help me..i am in need of desperate help and i want to get away from my mom as far as possible....the faster the better for the meantime as my relationship with her this few days had not been good...she is making my life worse right now....my cuzin is going through the same fate as me...i pity US!!!i want to go to the gym but she ignores me and says i don't need to and my sis say i am too thin to go for exercise...like DUHH!!!!!excuse me...you don't have to be fat in order to go to the gym...is there such a rule that stated ONLY FAT PEOPLE CAN GO THE GYM???hmmm....let me think...i guess NOT??YOU ARE NOT THE BOSS OF ME SO YOU BETTER KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT!!for your information people go to the gym to keep their body healthy regardless of what body size so as not to do it excessively....and here comes the good part...my mom think that i want to go the gym only because i want to follow my cuzens footsteps....URRGH!!!HOW WORSE COULD IT BE!!I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE!!!I'M SICK OF YOUR RULES!AND FOR YOUR INFROMATION I AM ALREADY 16 NOT 6!!!WHEN YOU CAN ORDER PEOPLE AROUND....

this morning my dad and my mom accompany my sis to bukit panjang polyclinic and her wound is somewhat better..her wound had been treated but she need constant treatment...she is also diagnosed with hand,foot and mouth disease probably because she need to go for further check-up this monday...i thought only kids get that disease and that thought is bothering me....my mom had been spoiling my sis by doing things for her while i had to do the FUCKING housework....

aniwae.i'm suppose to return magazine on 27/12 but i've been lazy to go out....i am in need of absolute peace which i gladly CAN'T!!I want to repeat once again what a bad month december is to me except for the trip to village....just can't wait for '08 to come....hoping for a good year....(hopefully)i will give more info on what i crave for and hoping to fulfill in the next post....