Am supposed to be spring cleaning my room...but i end up dengar-ing lagu rayer and making myself tear up over the kesyahduh-ness of the song if there's such a word.
Am having emotional roller coaster ride...Naek roller coaster feelings aku....best kaper....mcm orang tak betol aku kekadang...
This year i just don't have the mood to rayer....Firstly because of the unkept bedroom which me & my small sibilings(mostly them) manage to keep clean only for a while.Second because of work,i'm just to tired to do tarawih...boring-Lah ser...Thirdly..just plain takder mood...So the memboringkan....Below is the conversation that take place at bazaar cwp yesterday:
Me:asl ah this year mcm tkdr mood nak rayer....heran ser...mcm pelik gitu....Klau dulu,semangat...
Sis:ermm..ntah eh...Maybe psl kiter tak tengok tv tak...
Me:A'ahlah...agak nyer lah tu...tu psl..(remembering this game show at suria psl rayer,seems satisfied with sis ans)
Mama is saving budget this year by not purchasing new bedsheet and langsir for me and sis...Whatever lah...i don't care.....
Attitude betol aku hari ni....haiishh....
Just pressurise over some things maybe....psl kerja kot...(self-inflicted)...entahlah....
Before my merepek-ness start again...Naddy is saying byebye....=)
Till then.Am having emotional roller coaster ride...Naek roller coaster feelings aku....best kaper....mcm orang tak betol aku kekadang...
This year i just don't have the mood to rayer....Firstly because of the unkept bedroom which me & my small sibilings(mostly them) manage to keep clean only for a while.Second because of work,i'm just to tired to do tarawih...boring-Lah ser...Thirdly..just plain takder mood...So the memboringkan....Below is the conversation that take place at bazaar cwp yesterday:
Me:asl ah this year mcm tkdr mood nak rayer....heran ser...mcm pelik gitu....Klau dulu,semangat...
Sis:ermm..ntah eh...Maybe psl kiter tak tengok tv tak...
Me:A'ahlah...agak nyer lah tu...tu psl..(remembering this game show at suria psl rayer,seems satisfied with sis ans)
Mama is saving budget this year by not purchasing new bedsheet and langsir for me and sis...Whatever lah...i don't care.....
Attitude betol aku hari ni....haiishh....
Just pressurise over some things maybe....psl kerja kot...(self-inflicted)...entahlah....
Before my merepek-ness start again...Naddy is saying byebye....=)
Happy fasting...=)
Goodbye my loved ones...Stay healthy&happy aites =).......
~~May god bless you readers..=)~~
*naddy loves you people*
♥Tuhan Berikanlah Aku Cinta♥
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